Stop emo, soonyan! :(

Just, how long more do i have to wait.
How much more do i have to hope and wish.
How much percent of miracle will there be.


It keeps me wonder.
Keeps me misses.
Keeps me falling.
I would treat it as a kind of unique love.
With all that we had, its more than enough.
But when you comes to reality, no one can be easily contented, easily satisfied.
Human beings can never get enough of their love.
And i would mark my words, i can never get enough of you.
(:




Well, today will be my start of revision. Yes, very late i know. But i was too lazy and didnt have as much time.
So tonight will be the night. 3days, i hope i can make it. Just, pray for me everyone.


Whats more was, macdonalds have got my all time favourite now. So if anyone out there are having happy meals, do give me a call. Cause soonyan is young, and she would love to have the toy given by mac! (:
Call me and ask me which year have i miss out kay? :DDDD
Lastly, thanks to 亲爱的 !! Cause she've got me the first one,1989's! :D
Mwah!


Goodbye for now.
And happy birthday, 宝贝儿 elynn!
loveya<3

MEET UP!

I went Parkway to get my stuff on sunday, and thanks anna for her company.
Ha, we'd a stroll in parkway and dinner there! :DD

Then we went to settle down before going home while shops were closing.
And thats how the pictures above gotten.

Then today, i went to meet up ex-classmates and our tiny pretty ex-form teacher ((:
It was my first time meeting them but they've met alot of times without me alr.
Hahaha, well .. we'd japanese foods for dinner which was totally awesome.
How great. And updating each other at the same time .

We then set by the riverside after dinner and keep on snapping before all of us cab home together. Now, i needa sleep. The next three days will be a really long day for me. I'm in dead shit cause i've no more time to touch onto my books :(

so much pain.

I hate periods! :(
Each time it happens, i'll need to suffer like a dog. Yes, the endless pain kills. I hate it when giddiness came by and i could feel that i was flooding in the air. Also, to keep on swallowing those green and white tablets. Ohmy, why would there be periods on earth. Damn fuging nonsense :(
Today, i had a cup of coffee and i took one of that tablet with my empty stomach to work. Okay, thank god that i've a considered great gastric. If not, everything will go chao.


Oh well, anyway i'm feeling really really bored today! I was too lazy to go into my books and have any revision. Kay,imma bad kid. And i dont have any dates today, i was rotting at home for the entire day. I'm so not happy with that. Arh, i'm feeling boreeeeeeeeeed.


Facebook is not that fun for me today. I was feeling so painful and tired in my eyes after looking at my lappy for long. I needa longer rest! I hope exams could come and go fast! Ha, also get over it to move onto the next sub. Of cause to graduate and get the bloody cert soooon! Ha, i just cant wait.


So many things to do ahead.
And i just wished that we could walk together.
<3

imissyou.

Picture may not look beautiful, but it looks great to me.

Just like you. I don't need hundred percent perfection.

Your imperfection was nothing could be replace.

And I doubt you will remember all about the above picture.

I got to admit the amount of misses i'd from back then till now hasnt been falling.
In fact, it's rising so much and so fast now. It happens not just when we meet now but even more when we don't. I seriously have to no idea why it went so strong.

Like what i used to respond, it was the feelings that hanging over there.

i still miss, i still wait.

Just like how you're waiting for her.

And i hate to start guessing how much you have fallen for her. How much you'd put in and got nothing in return and also how unhappy you are.

What makes you love her so much and not allowing us to continue. What makes you wanting to wait for her and not spending more time on our relationship. Was that all because she wasnt that easy to get hook on while i'm easier?

And does this shows that its love and our relationship was a crush?

Label: My heart aches whenever i see you sad.
Pictures on pool'ing @ parkway will be up tomorrow.

oh yes!

Yay! Finally my blogger are able to load well.
And now i can post pictures like usual! Ha :DDDDD

Anyway, pictures above was supper after mass revision - monday.

Will post some others later on when i've time.

I went clicking around websites just now.
And i happens to see it and i would say...

i can't get you off my eyes,really.

I'm missing you badly now :'(

Fats!

Hey yo!
Ohohoh, the page still looks the same today. And i felt kinda pissed each time i came into blogger -,-
Should i just change to another blogsite? Bloggers do suck at times.

Well, anyway.. cliques still met up for dinner/supper today like usual. And we'd hell lots of foods. Yes, this was the second time of the week for me. Mygod, i think i should stop eating that much before i get any regrets. Ha..

Don't start saying i'm being nonsense if you think i was too skinny. Never judge a book by its cover arite. Small doesnt mean no fats -,-
Arh, i just need some fats burning too. You can never understand. Ha.


Goodbyeee!

DAMN.

Okay, blogger just suck. I dont know what've happened. I can't post pictures now. And whats more? The page where i typed my entry was like... ( i dont know what). It just looks kinda empty.

): I'm damn pissed with it la. I've got fucking lots of pictures with me now. But i can post none of them!

Well, monday was the mass revision. From 7pm to 10pm. I felt so cheated to be there, cause whatever she said that night was repeated of what was told to us on friday. And we went there to chat in during the revision.

Aftermath, quansong, anna and me went geylang's *wan-dou-sek to have supper! Slurps, we'd dim sum and it tasted totally awesome! :DDDD
After that, we went rocher to have beancurd! :DDD

it was a great night, having good foods :D
And i want it again soon! heh.

Bon voyage Eunice.

We've made every wednesday and all days that we met up worthwhile.

Our young lady have now reached perth and achieving her goal.

(: We wished her all the best.

Love ya girl, see ya in december!

Met all up after work yesterday and headed to airport together.

Had popeye and sent her off in hours time.

And we walk around T3 with the rest while other all went off.

Then bus to Ehub!
<3

Went Kbox with my girls and the guys went to have boardgaming i think.

Aftermath, we didnt meet at all.

Cab'ed home and slept.

i felt that you aint happy, probably because of her.

i don't feel good to see you unhappy and i was dying to be with you yesterday.

but i know there were hell lots of things blocking us.

Everything had over for so many months and what i hope was still that fucking miracle to happen.

I was too naive but i still feel for you.

Please, smile all the time. I like the way you smile, widely.

We were so phyiscally close but mentally far apart.

whats gone can never be back twice.

if once more, i hope it last till we meet death.

well, i hate to say.. i love you.

and i hate to see us standing so far from each other, hate to know that over heart isn't link up.

Label: Can you feel it?

Envious.

So whats the point of getting so much of these thoughts now.

For all that we know, it was gone for long. Nothing could ever mend it back like how it was years ago.

I thought it would just be placed in the lil'heart for display and as one memory, just like an musemum. I then found out it was wrong after so many months. A broken glass will always left with so much lining even after so much time you spent to make it stand again.

To not letting it go doesn't mean i was immature.

In fact, to realise what was the situation now makes me feel like a big girl.

Song does go with big girls don't cry, but in reality even a old lady would tear like there's not tomorrow. Nothing is controllable, and nothing could be predictable.

The only thing that people will say after realising how you felt will be "stupid, dumb, naive and etc" Because they think that they could make it, why cant you? Because they didnt even try to put themselves into your situation and think. People always assume that they understand when they don't at all. And everyone tends to use something new and hates to get rid of the past. That's not what i wanted.

No matter whats out of the mouth, in the end it still comes back to the starting point.

What was all the planning for use?
It ended so ugly, always.

I wished i could put in all the hates and begins on something different. But i just can't.

This is love, once. With this, everything is worst than friends.

Label: You don't understand, you really don't.

WTF?

Just, why can't we?
Why do i feel ache to see you unhappy.

All those given projects just suck.

Damn. Fuck it mama.

weak ass.

i don't want to say, don't want to tell.

i just looked down on myself.

Life is like a bitch.

Accumulated school works, quizes, projects and upcoming exams are so fucked up.

I needa longer time to adapt with all these shits.

I need you fucking badly which was totally wrong.

And i think i'd a fucked up attitude.

I've tried and i'd failed.
i couldnt believe that my tear are falling again these days.

Label: 我真的办不到。

it's bitten behind all the sweets!

Hey yo! i'm back after a long day! Lesson was great today, cause we started later :DDD
Went orchard with the girls after school && we'd wanton mee! Window shopped and yoyoyo later on. Ha, that trainer was from korea, handsome leh! :D

Anyway, i'm so tired today.

I needa really catch up some sleeps for better complexion! My skin is getting more and more serious. Pimples were all popping out like nobody's business, and i'd a bigbig one on my cheek. OHMYGOD!
I'm so sad now, so so so sad! :(

Whats more? Ha, soonyan had a haircut today! :DDDD
Yea, pretty short to me. But not really obvious unless you're observant enough.

Ha, and one day if i have the courage, i will cut it short.

IMAO!
okay, just take it as i was just kidding!

Ha, Goodnight and Bye for now!

weak ass!

Ohmy, for the celebration we'd on the 2nd of july. I'd yet to receive all the pictures. And this time, i think the pictures were far too much for me to post all up. And the above picture was one of it. And i like that totally! :DDDD

Anyway, i realised i've been so busy with work, school, projects and quizes which turns me off totally. Projects due date are all coming up that it ruined my weekends last week. And econs are coming up next. My next weekend are gonna be burn :(
School work and schedule have got so packed that i really can't take it. I'm actually surrounded by work and school. I'd so little leisure time now!
I want to go for a sing, more shopping and more outings!
I can't wait, can't wait for holidays to come. It's just around one more month to go i guess.

myohmy, i hope everything are gonna be going smoothly! Please!
I don't want any repeats!

Alright, now i gotta catch my beauty sleeps!
I havent been sleeping well.
Nights everyone! :D
<3

Label: Because i miss you.

pissed.

i hate problems.

i hate you.

i hate all that have been happening, hate to be sucha weakling.

And i hate to study!

Nabeh, fuck.

Label: If i've the power.

tagged!

Friendship.
How does it break?

Both friends will think the other is busy and will not contact each other thinking it might be disturbing to the other party. As time passes, both friends will think 'let the other one contact me first.' After some time, each will think 'why shoule i contact first?' From here onwards, your friendship will be converted to hate. Finally, the memory becomes weaker due to the lack of contact. And we forget each other. I don't want our friendship to end this way, which is why i'm sending this to say, friendships are like gold. Without polishing, it becomes dull. Whereas if you take care of it, it'll shine like the brightest star.Send this to all your friends you treasure and love, including me if i'm one of them to convey this message: i love you, friend! Keep in touch!=)

(:
This is for friends who are close to me .
Don't need me to say, you should know who you are!

Needs anything which could keep me awake!

It became pretty slack these days for lesson on quantitative skills.

This shows that three out of ten modules are coming to an end, which means exams are just right around the corner. && next up, another three to struggle.

):

I just had so much fun at the celebration (:
And yummy foods wasn't very fantastic though, but it still marks a pretty ending after all.

(: Back home with xuehong and now, i'm gonna mug before i sleep!

GOOD NIGHT & BYE for now!
Please wait patiently for my next entry for more pictures! :DDD

Just three because Elaine was absent!

Label: Love needs power, sparks and chemistry!