真得很不开心。

Just for you.

The way i was treated really makes me ache alot.

It's veryvery painful when igonorance took place.

and my heart sank when i saw the way you replied.

I was wrong. It's too late to say anything to make up for.

I felt so helpless when i can't do anything.

The only thing i could do was to cry over this dumb mistake i've made.

Or simply let it continue aching.

Baby, i miss you.

i miss the way you look into my eyes and smile widely, happily.

I dont want us to have anymore unhappiness.

I'm looking forward to our future.

PS:i'm not okay.

Good news for the family!

and it's heart-warming!

下雨天。

连播电话的勇气都没了。

我害怕听见冷漠的声音与回答。

我一向来都不把看过的戏，一而再再而三的从看。

人生也不例外，我不要回到过去。不要历史从演。

只想要现在有的一切都保留，和美好的未来。

真得很害怕。越想越担心。

可不可以不要不理我？

大大的雨天，听着《下雨天》

眼前的一切都很模糊，

但心里却很清楚的知道，

我想着的人，是你。

Happy birthday peixian!

lets have it short&sweet.

Soonyan hates to be alone!

):

Anyway, it's all about birthdays recently.

Especially march! :D

Label: Baby, can i see you everyday?

hurray!

i can't wait, i really can't.

i've no idea why i'll be so keen to leave that place soon.

but definitely not because the people there.

i've an so-called awesome class, you can say.

(: especially,darl & cliques.

Nice lecturers but for one were the exception.

well, that's not the point here anyway.

It's the time left that makes me so excited, yet so much fear were included.

Do you know? thats kinda terrible feel you could ever have many times when you're leaving some places to somewhere new.

& if you realised, time flew really fast.

2weeks more & i'll be ending the 2years course.

Yea, the dumbest choice which i made in everyone's eyes.

but with no regrets when i've got to know so many nice people there.

Now, focus is what QQ needed the most.

(: All the best classmates.

& how could i, how could i be missing you so badly.

Heart beats really fast & a lil' of fear added on.

Oh, what's with that feelings.

i've got no idea, but i miss you, so much.

(:

Thursday!

yea, without school for a day was really awesome.

(: it's nice to be waking up naturally instead of an alarm clock.

hah, and i just had a very healthy dinner with the girls.

yea, my really loud girlfriends.

Anyway, it's a 8am lesson again tomorrow.

Sigh, i hate that. Really.

But i'm gonna enjoy after school if the event is still on.

Yayness (:

all the best for your exams baby.

see ya soon,loves.

& i like your new hairstyle which i'd forgot to mention.

Okay,random i know.

Byeeeee.

you suck.

No matter how you change in the look or appearance.

Your character will still be the same, unless you put in the effort to change.

and because you don't feel any wrong behaving like this,

so it still the same after so many years.

To you, our situation isn't a problem.

Well, people do feel differently.

Think about how people around you feels.

Anyway, to put everything aside.

HappyBirthday Winnie!

Label: This is painful too.

i'm fine, i don't need any words like cheer up. Thanks.

Pardon this.

心中的不满，又算什么。

你应该了解。

不晓得情绪出了什么问题。

只知道，自己的处理方式太差。

就算把这小细节抛开。

最想了解的还是，难受从哪里来？

I'm too greedy, 3words isnt enough at all.

for the love i'd for you, every unhappiness will be left aside.

(: i shouldn't be mad over small matters.

Happyvday my baby.

只从失去了那20多小时的睡眠，

就一直累到现在。

特别是今天，傻傻的到工作场所才发现on shift 的不是我。

Thanks to my laziness, should have check in advance.

Okayyys, i'm out of words to type.

Hah, and before i leave.

Hereby, wishing everyone........

Happy Valentines Day!

Don't be sad if you're single, time will heal your heart.

Your right one will be here when the time is up.

Enjoy!

Label: Baby,i love you.

Yawns

Slept really early yesterday, but i'm still feeling restless now.

Skipped alil'of audit lesson && gone to school for aa2 paper.

Had 2.4km which kills.

Then, gone tm with ryl,kel&kx to check out the M)phosis sales.

But they doesn't have pretty good stuff for sales though.

Went home aftermath and had the last minute meet up with bestie.

Dinning @ parkway and alil' window shopped.

Back to my place for few hours of gossips session like always.

:D and off she goes at 1am plus.

and i'm very tired now, again.

I needa sleep now.

&& Yayness! (: No school for me tomorrow!

when two became one (:

Had a splendid weekend but yet feeling really restless.

Didn't have a good sleep since friday night.

and having bodyache again.

Well, ahyi looks gorgeous that night especially with her gold colour gown.

Her new apartment appearance was nice,comfortable & relaxing.

Other than the dinner, we also did some catching up with the relatives there.

Not forgetting, foods there were awesomely delicious :D

Especially their seafoods.

It's too nice there and makes me doesnt feel like coming back.

Hah, there should be a plan to go back there again,i hope.

because the duration spent there this weekend is far too short.

Alright, needa do some revision for tomorrow's test.

tsk, stupidest aa2.

Bye peeps!

ilyou.

It's the same that we're humans, girls and anything you could think of.

but why does it so different when it comes to the status in your heart.

i thought alot, yes.

and whenever i unlock it.

i could feel the ache.

i hope the reason i got for myself was very wrong.

Neeeeda go now.

I'm sure Ah yi will be looking very pretty tomorrow night.

(:

baddddddddddddddddddd.

Stomachacheeeeeeeeeeee!

): i felt giddy at the same time because its too painful,

or is it that i'm too sleepy?

lol!

i'm so tired after the fucking stupid run.

and i'm feeling so painful all over.

T.T

I'm soooooooooooooooooooooooooooo....

haha. i'm trying to say, i miss you la.

when lies became a routine.

No idea since when my blog started to be so wordy.

Arh, sometimes i've run outta things to write.

Maybe i shall close it? arh

Lets start with something lively.

Been eating alot during cny & im growing widely now.

Gambling, collecting of ang paos & passing each other oranges was the most common actions we're seeing during this season.

Well, collected a sum and there goes the extra income to cover up my loss this month :D

Had alot of fun these days. Skipped the school part, it will be perfect :)

Wellwell, if you thinks that my doubts were unnecessary, what else i can do? i'm still not use to not message'ing each other,seriously. I dont feel good when you dont contact me a day & contacting each other once a week. Sigh. I understand you're busy. But a message or a call doesnt take long at all right? Maybe you dont want to put in too much in our relationship as you think it would last? i really dont know. Do you treat her better instead? ): baby, you know i love you.

Anyway,happy birthday jianwen! :D

Poor boy, gotta stay in camp. But, i think you've enjoyed yourself well on saturday!

Label: sour, slowly distasteful?