it's ending.

the year will come to an end very soon.

was the last day; last few hours.

There were a number of bad news given to me through the year.

Be it friendship, relationships or family.

Those dislikes and hatred were all presented and shown during these while,

which led to so many unhappiness, hurt and tears.

Thankfully, there were still love, concern and sweetness shown to balanced up.

Afterall, i was luckier in someways and not in otherways.

Quite looking forward to the year ahead.

And hopefully, it will be beautiful for everyone of us.

So now, what's your new year resolutions?

Greedy people like me will have a number to name x)

One of it was, all my loved ones to be happy and healthy always!

:D Happy New Year in advance people!

with <3

28th. (edited)

loveya (:

Can i not stay at home on thursday.

Tsk.

New begining soon!

A new year is approaching,

lets just hope that it will be a better year ahead!

:D

Well, shall i give the celebrations a miss? lol.

I'm too broke to celebrate and i'm too irritated by those permissions.

I dont know how to start, where to start and which to go.

Tsk, and my money were all eaten up by all my shopping trips.

I needa really stay at home for some save up purpose.

lol

And i didnt meet baby this week.

We were busy and he's too engrossed with his game.

You know, guys always thinks that games rawks their life more.

So yea, he's so loving it.

): i'm missing you so much.

Label: baby, Do you miss me?

shopping! <3

(: I went for a mini shopping trip @ bugis today.

and i only get to leave the house in the evening.

The time spent was rather short, and i didn't spent as much.

(: Thankfully, with this few hours i still gotten whatever i need.

But sad to say, i couldn't find anything which are suitable for the gifts.

Then, i rushed back home to watch my show 'cus i'm so crazy over it.

Showed mummy whatever i bought after the show.

Though she've good comments on all,

but she still insisted on discouraging me for any futher shoppings.

:D:X Hahs, i don't know how to stop.

Well, mood got better after all.

and it's rather good to be alone at times.

Labels: Are you having secrets?

Christmas.

i did a really sinful thing today.

and i'm not gonna get rid the fats with all these sins done.

waaaaa.

Anyway, i don't like christmas this year.

Arh, dont ask me why.

But i really dont have the mood kay.

Still, i will definitely do the returns after christmas when i meet you people.

i will get my shopping list done by tomorrow.

hell, this means i'm gonna spend fucking lot tomorrow.

ohmytian.

well,
Merry Christmas peeps!

bad christmas.

Good news first.

Yayness, because i don't needa work on thursday already.

And will be off from work on saturday morning.

Some not so good news was,

i don't have the mood to celebrate christmas this year.

Well, i dont know why. But it's kinda less interest for me this year.

But i'm still quite looking forward to partying at ryl's place.

Arh, a lil'moodswing here and there.

Nevermind, its just some stupid random thoughts.

Hah.

A lil'shopping with darl @ bugis today.

Very limited time made the shopping trip a lil'boring.

and i guess, i'm gonna have another trip probably soon.

(:

waaaa.

with the among of food i'd everyday.

I will definitely be putting on weight/fats instead of reducing.

Oh-damn-it. This is veryvery bad.

i must cut down!

lol.

Well well, was rather busy this week.

Gotta get lotsa stuff which i haven't got time to do so.

and i'm gonna be working for the whole of this week.

Yea, everyday. In that case, i'll be having very limited time for shopping ):

And hell, baby's not meeting me this week.

tskkkk.

Sigh, holiday's boring too.

Labels: My boyf is an dota freak, lols =X

was a happylil'girl today

Met baby after work today.
We'd our meal together at express teppanyaki (:
Then, we caught IpMan in the evening.
Awesome movie, i would say.
Almost everything is good in the show.

Spend sometime watching it, you'll not waste your 10bucks.
Yea, and of cause. I'd a great day with baby.
:D

人种会在感情中阵风吃醋。

难到你不会？

深刻的回忆，没有人会忘记。

承有过的感觉，不是说忘就忘。

你，还没忘吧？

Labels: 是什么原因让单方面想太多？

我，不想彼此的手再次分开。

loveya,always!

FAT -edited.

with the amount of food i've eaten for dinner today,

can never do any help in slimming.

hahahas.

I'm not gonna be able to make it come true.

hah, damn it man.

Yes, i may be abit to exaggerate in the way i react.

But seriously, i'm feeling really discomfort inside which i
dont know why.

Maybe it's because you're the one saying and laughing.

This may be the reason why my heart sank that moment.

well, it's not funny actually.

You wouldn't know how it feels,

because you will never be bothered.

and yes, it's really dumb to feel like that.

yea, very stupid.

sostupidthatiwantedmyselftovanish.

Labels: what the fuck.

SO BAD

Thank god that i didnt leave my house.

I just got attack by the stupid diarrohea today.

And i was damn lucky to be just in time to see doctor.

:( there is still a lil'pain remains.

boredom.

Waaaaaaa, it's just got so boring staying at home.

tsk, no work for today. Therefore, i got to stay at home and rot.

And since i'm so bored, i shall post up pictures taken on 9dec!

Didnt manage to take with alot peeps as i wasn't part of their cliques.

All of them are bestie's classmates (:

okay, i gotta continue rotting.
lol, byeeeeeeeee.

pinkypinky monday!

No monday blue for this week!

Because i met baby and secondly, i can simply relax at home and watch tv!

hahahas.

Slept really late yesterday and suprisingly, i woke up quite early.

Hahas, met baby after having lunch with family (:

Went home early to catch 小娘惹

lols, i missed 45mins of the show. All thanks to baby.

Well, something sad was that baby won't be having
more time for me during the rest of my holidays.

Arh, why should his school gave them projects
when he just have only 2weeks of holidays.
Minus of eating,sleeping and
dota'ing time, there isn't anymore left for me lah!

Tsk,damn it
:((((((((((((((

boring.

school is bored, but holidays have got not much difference either.

Workloads got lessen for next week.

Yea, dont know why it only happens when my holidays started.

-,- well, i dont needa work for the coming monday and wednesday la.

Damn, i dont know what am i gonna do for these days.

arh.

For now, staying at home is the worst thing ever.

if i've a choice.

i've got no say all these while.

Thus, don't ask me whose at fault and whose not.

What i want was just, living peacefully.

For all the quarrels which are occurring are totally turned off.

I'm not gonna leave any more of my opinion to this.

i'd enough. In fact, all of us have had enough.

So,when can i leave this place?

Well, it's sucha torture when you've so much unhappiness inside

and couldn't be able to let it out to anyone.
Even to someone closer than friends wouldn't be able to stay there listening.

Okay, enough of those.


Now, it's 1259am.
I was late, but nevermind. Lol.

Happy birthday bestie! (:

Loveya! Muah! <3

whathell.

i actually finished blogging, but i decided to put it as draft.

oh wells.

Anyway, it's the last day of school tomorrow!

:D to the rest of the 3weeks ahead.

hehe, i'm gonna sleep my morning away.

(: and my mission gonna begins.

it must begin, starting from 13dec!

of cause, i must successs lah.

pleaseeee.

lol.

Okay, i needa go to bed now.

Or i can just forget about going to school tomorrow.

dont sank any deeper.

Make it stop.

Hang it there.

Just there, not any deeper.

Any ways to make hair grow faster?

lol, my hair is not growing!

Please grow. Grow grow grow!

lol.

celebration!

Firstly,Class photo!
Quite well taken lah actually. lol
At least, nobody looks unglam ma.

Secondly, school.
School's quite nonsense for today.

Yea, only 2 came in my group. So, what do you think? Lol.
Some'd CAT exam while others was too lazy to travel.

Anyway, had mos for lunch and went home to prepare.

Met bestie and co for dinner at park mall at night,

for her advance birthday celebration.

Lol,their conversation was plainly crap and a lil'bad in a way.

Some sentence can really make you went lol without be able to control.

Omfg, it's damn sinful lah.

:/

I know i was bad, i laughed damn loudly.
But, arh. i will try to control next time.
:X

Well, i will post up the pictures soon after i get them.

don't you miss me?

Because i've miss the long duration chats we'd few months back.

What a bad week end.
The cramps and boredom is killing.


Well, will post up the class photos soon.
(:

the worst saturday!

Can any kind soul buy me this cammy?

It's really really pretty.

Was browsing through the net and i happens to see this in one of the blogshop.

Though it's only 7megapixel, but everything that comes with it looks so pretty.

): arh, i wanttttttttttttttttt.

不想关心，还是不懂得关心。

失去了才懂得珍惜，是假的。

love ya - edited.

Happy Birthday Baby! (:

Met baby after school and went out with the group.

I was to tired to talk, entertain and go crazy by then, actually.

School was really tiring, you know.

and everything around is stressing.

please, i hate this. Stop it, will it?

Don't keep asking me to think carefully,

don't tell me i will be regretting,

don't indirect forcing me not to take the step though i've taken,

and please, though i know you're sparing a thought for me, showing love & concern,

but i really want to take this step.

dont force me, will you?

I really had enough, it's pretty stressful.

In addition, i hope there can also have some actions showing that you really mean what you said.

i'm actually very unreasonable and not understanding.

I tried to be, but certain things has it limits too.
I waited, but there isn't any.


Your apprecation have made my day, but the importanceofmeisn't there.

Label: Nothing have happen.

dumbest.

i think it's the dumbest thing ever.

Yes, i was plainly stupid enough.

I'm really really sorry. I'm serious.

):

Anyway, thanks darl for the company today.

We're like simply taking train like we didnt take before.

Futhermore,we met a fucked up guy in the train too,

and darl was brave enough to scold him.

lol.