tell me all your doings was a lie.

• Very long duration, heavy bag and boring&naggy lecturers are all the dislikes.
  Actually, i'm very sorry for not doing any help in the tps project.
  Sorry groupmates!
  
  
  
  
  The day don't start of well today.
  I thought i was late when i'm not, and ended up cabbing to school.
  Spent that shitty 11bucks for that damn journey, arh! );
  Then, was feeling really sick during costing lesson.
  But thank god that it got better after the few mins of sleep. Lol
  
  
  And, yayness! Because there's no work tomorrow ;D

It's 12am already!

Happy Birthday Baober Ong!

Hopefully you like that lil'celebration and supper'ing together ;D

Stay adorable, pretty and bubbly always!

And lastly, love ya many many! xD

Also, happy belated birthday to sister-in-law!

have been missing you.

Monday blues, like always.

And have been having headache for like days.

Don't know what the shit is happening in the head.

Well, tests are all overrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr ;D

Though i didn't score very well for those papers, but still i'm quite satisfied with it.

And, the stress doesnt end here -.-

Damn, school still sucks.

Alright, some back track now.

Last week's gathering pictures ;D
A great day with them!
Next outing will be better i hope :)

Elin, me and bestie!
Sebastian, kaisiong, bestie, kenneth and me! ;D

Saturday;
Something different about the day.
Met up baober for a short meeting up.
Had a wonderful dinner at a nice resturant.
(: Even though we couldn't get our stuff, the day still great.
and it's really too bad that qinaide couldn't come along.

Sunday;
Met up with some at tampines during late afternoon.
Then, the others during the late evening, and went to candice's birthday partye together.

• happy 19th birthday to yapkaisiong!
• happy 21st birthday to candice!

(:

快乐带点心酸。

they says, it's always sunshine after the rain.

But today, i saw rainbow even when it's raining.

It's really beautiful to see the outstanding rainbow within the black dull sky.

Too beautiful to destory, to be mentally awake and to be not excited.

Unfortunately, it still stopped at last and was back to the dull reality.

Rainbow got lighten, slowly missing.

Now, the black dull sky has covered it all up.

Anything which is pretty, wonderful or perfect can never last long.

And this is it.

Labels: 机会，不会有第二次。

幸福, 有谁不想要？

What's in the mind can never be wash away.

if i can choose, i don't want to remember everything.

primary school gathering

It's another gathering today, and there isn't many pictures taken.

Furthermore, all are not with me.

Fortunately, everything still going smoothly even though not many turned up.

We went walking around at bugis during the late afternoon while waiting for others.

And had this not-very-nice steamboat for dinner.

Then, tcc with the rest while emily went off to meet derek.

Home later on for me while they went to catch the 1130 dark knight.

(: A very pleasant gathering with the topic all about camp.

Rather interesting to listen to almost all the happenings in there.

And i wouldn't mind listening to more of these ;D

It may somehow made me feel better in some ways. But still it's an excuse to
push all the blame in other's eyes away from you. To make it the way that it's
all for my own good when the facts was you've actually turned into someone whom
i wasnt familar of. Don't lie anymore, don't give any more of such stupid
excuse.You should know, all these doesn't work anymore.

Labels: The switch which allows the tap to be on.

i'm very tired!

That return causes jealousy.

That word "it's complicated" causes fear.

That decision wasn't included in the wishlist.

And without actions showing was a pleased.

Reading back about the past explained alot.

In fact, it's a form of way to think positively.

But when it all comes to this, all the negative happens left the memories with silent.

And what was left were all the worth remembering reminisces.

Oh wells, days are getting boring since school started.

When schooling and working combined, its equivalent to no time for sleep.

Arh, to put everything in short, the school sucks but working isn't any better either.

Alright, and before i go.

Hopefully, 亲爱的,xuehong and yang all get well sooooooooon kay!

(: Loves!

Labels: imyb!

Tagged.

Tagged by dawn & baby

Gonna tag: 亲爱的, yang, xuehong, ben, jianwen.

Many had done it, so just these few will do.

And it's up to you guys to do it or not :)

#1. If your lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be?

Disappointed.

#2. If you can have a dream to come true, what would it be?

Not to be who am i.

#3. What will your dream wedding to be like?

Pretty difficult to describe here.

#4. Are you confused as to what lies ahead of you?

Sort of?

#5. What's your ideal lover like?

Xiao gui! ;D

#6. What is more blessed?Loving someone or being loved by someone?

Being loved.

#7. How long do you intend to wait for someone you really love?

It depends?

#8. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?

祝福他！:D

#9. Is there anything that has made you unhappy these days?

Yes.

#10. What's your interest?

Hanging out with friends.

#11. How do you see yourself in 10 years time?

i can't predict.

#12. Who are currently the most important people to you?

family,friends and probably him too.

#13. What kind of person do you think the one who tagged you is?

Dawn is pretty and adorable.
Baby is niceeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!

#14. Would you rather be rich and single or married but poor?

Doesn't matter. As long as i'm feeling contented.

#15. What's the first thing you do every morning?

Wash up and bath.

#16. What's the thing you do before you sleep?

played with lsyt.

#17. Would you give all in a relationship?

Not next time,maybe.

#18. If you fall in love with 2 people simultaneously, who would you pick?

never once before.

#19. What type of friends do you like?

People like my cliques.

#20. What type of friends you dont like?

People whom i've communication problems with,i think?

伤痛，思念，我们的爱。

当你下定决心要做一件事而又没办法完成的时候，

你会有什么感触？

就算看见了所有的不值又怎样？

逗了一大圈还是回到了原点。

就算这不是想要的，也只能说是自己咎由自取。

逼着自己跟随这决定了那么久，

其实还瞒痛苦的。

你似乎好像静静的在我的实现消失了。

但是。。。。。。。。

Labels: Having headache for the whole damn day.

Weekends

Fully occupied during the weekend.

Made me got really tired with the events going on.

;D But, i wouldnt deny that i've a great saturday with the usuals!

We played monopoly through friday night and breakfast on saturday morning.

Then, basketball after the changed.

Went home to sleep during the noon and dinning over at ben's place.

Had the awesome steamboat dinner which her mummy prepared.

Completely full and back home during midnight.

As for sunday.

It's all about working. Worked in the morning and evening.

And had late dinner with the usuals again.

And arh, is school again tomorrow.

Taxation exam is on wednesday, tsk! ;(

Other then complicated, i can't think of other words to describe it.

Having sucha feeling makes me felt like imma alient.

It will be good enough if i could define it.

Somethings are just maybe maybe maybe.

Just a mini quiz

Disorder Rating

Paranoid: Low

Schizoid: Low

Schizotypal: Low

Antisocial: Low

Borderline: Low

Histrionic: Low

Narcissistic: Low

Avoidant: Low

Dependent: Moderate

Obsessive-Compulsive: Moderate

URL of the test: http://www.4degreez.com/misc/personality_disorder_test.mv

Replies

School still sucks as usual :(

Just 3days of school is enough to kill.

Got really really tired these 3days.

And working+schooling has became poison. Lol!

wellwell, tomorrow is a sucky day because 10am was the Costing Ca! Tsk!

Anyway, best of lucks to all cliques in QQ!

JY: Somehow you words made me felt guilty in behaving like that. Lols!
Anyway, thankyou girl (: I didn't know that you'll miss my loud and noisy voice!
Hahs ;D Seeya around then, take care too!

Kelvin: Lols, alright daddy.
Will rest more if i've got the chance too. Hahas, anyway thankyou! I'll
smileeeee ;D

Dawn: Yea, indeed everyone is facing so much of irritating
problems and sucky growing up progress. hahs, anyway thankyou and i'll do the
quiz real soooooooooon? ;D

Ryl: Awwww, thanks for your sweet compliament
jiejie! ;D

messed up feelings.

felt that school's really a very boring place.

I'd this strong feeling of not going back to school after holidays.

I don't know why will this happens.

But maybe some thoughts led to such outcome.

Well, random anyway.

and sometimes, things around got really messed up to the extend where it couldn't be handled. Maybe, it has occurred and i'm having a hard time clarifying what's the meaning behind. I guess, this will be one of the greatest obstacle i'll be going through.

and i bet, this will not just stop here because more are yet to come

Anyway, feelings was the one which i'm worst in handling.

Well, nobody likes this.

and almost everyone are facing different kind of problems.

Now, pictures taken yesterday :D

Labels: what's holding me back actually?

New again .

Alright, i changed skin again.

and this time round, it's for a purpose because the previous one sucks in some ways.

Not very easy to type out the elaboration, so skip it then ;)

Well, last week of holidays was a really short one.

Thankfully, i didn't waste it after all.

To be frank, i seriously doesnt want school to reopen.

and i don't want don't want don't want don't want don't want to go schooool!

Alright, let me do some recap now.

Have been out for the last 3days of holidays.

Quite busy though, but it's all about fun actually :D

Hahs! and well, thursday and friday was basically working days for me.

But, friday i was asked to accompany sisterinlaw and karl to KKH and we spent the whole afternoon there before i get ready to go to work.

Yea, that's the boring weekdays.

Weekend was even more happening :)

Met up sister and co to celebrate guiling's birthday.

We went turf city and dined over at owen seafood.

Then, we'd k-session at topone through the night.

As for today, it's celebration too!

We'd a belated birthday celebration for 亲爱的 at topone again.

Quite a simple one, hopefully she've enjoyed herself.

After singing, we went back to chuplao and have dinner before we went to ahben's place.

We then played silly games at his place, again.

Now, it's getting late.

Gotta turn in and i'm sure i'll be late tomorrow. Lol!

Not forgetting, i'll post pictures maybe tomorrow.

Goodnight everybody!

Labels: I don't understand why that can still brighten up the day.

full month celebration

Celebration at home yesterday! ;)

It's baby karl's full month! Many people were invited.

Like, my friends, sister's, brother's, sisterinlaw's and mummy's.

Nothing much was going on.
Was eating and crapping away.
And i think i ate freaking lot.

Alright, i'll post up the chalet pictures soon if i'm not lazy ;)

Why

i really couldn't understand why,

it's feeling painful, so painful.

and it's ain't as simple.