Short day!

Don't feel really good actually.

:/

Back home, had a chat with Laionyi on msn.
Hope that chat makes you feel at least 1% better alright, my girl beside!
And we realised, we havent been meeting up each other. Heh!
But well, we still remember our very good memories in class!
We used to always write our daily happenings in our success planner which is suppose to write things about school. Then, we'll exchange and read all the time!
After reading, we'll start question'ing each other! hahas!
Omg, i'm missing so much about mpss now.

woo-lala! :D

You know, yesterday night was totally shit which i dont know why lahs!

But then, today is totally great! :D

Heh! Bbq with the mpss school mates makes the night awesome!

Those craziness was totally awwww (:

Even gzhong miss the times where we'd our very special fruitella everyday!

Furthermore, something happened which makes me go woo-lala!

Okay la. In short, it's fun. Especially when all are taking the group photo.

And i believe he's there tooo :)

(: seriously, i miss those days randomly.

Even though i don't dare to look into that pair of eyes, it's okay.

At least, it's better and i'm luckier.

And with sucha way, it's more than enough (:

Okays. Now, i gotta sleep early tonight to have enough energy tomorrow!

Labels: goodnight loves, i miss you!

They're the best out of all!

One of the reason

Since then, everything around makes me feel weird.

Sensitiveness got rather stronger which do bring up some kinda unhappiness.

Fear increases when the naked eyes saw all those paragraphs of words.

Thoughts went even more wild than usual, and confusion became even stronger.

All these came to an conclusion of tiredness.

This shall stop.

Neither can i let the heart stop beating nor allowing the heart to beat faster than usual.

Balancing should be the one taking place and definitely i don't want to be the one.

and i released, i can never look into that pair of eyes anymore.

Actually, what's going on currently? Sigh.

Happenings around may be the cause of it.

Well, maybe.

On a happier note, qq was told that all lessons tomorrow will be cancelled!

Longer sleep, shorter work time and many more fun ahead.

An long weekend for QQ this week (:

For the usual cliques, see all of you on saturday!

sometime after.

Picture taken during Mama's bday! :D
There're more lahs, but then i'm lazy to post all because i'm feeling really tired.

Plus, i've damn freaking many many pictures waiting for me to post all up.

So, currently just one for today.

All those tests are over already! Totally yayness! :D

But school don't allow us to enjoy, instead we got to continue study, study and study.

): When will the holidays be here?

Well, days have been really shit recently. Getting crazy don't make any difference.

If i've the ability which ms heng has, i'll be solving most of the questions i've in mind.

Sad to say, i don't. I can never know what's that in there.

And damn, those concern were all reduntant,isn't it?

Sigh. Yah yah, all reduntant. I bet there are many of them cares about you now.

I shouldn't be one of them and make a fool of myself. Also, being sucha extra ass.

Tsk!

Before i go,

Happy Birthday Dawn!
Happy Advance Birthday Kel!

Happy belated birthday to Mummy!

Jianing! and Haja!

i'll miss you, boon.

It's the last goodbye.

Definitely, i'll be missing you. Also, remember all those memories we'd together.

Thanks for all those love and concern you once showered on me.

You'll always be kept inside my heart.

Well,who doesn't wish this was a nightmare?

http://www.mariahmariah.com/info/letras/e=mc2/byebye.htm

Give me the chance.

Yes, pain is the word to describe it all.

Time don't wait. Dateline don't change.

We'll remember you. I'll remember whatever memories we'd.

It's really painful to see it with my own eyes. But it's even more pain to know that you're feeling so upset and yet i wasn't able to either be there or to console you with words. Now, the pain has doubled up.

And after reading that two site.

One wanted him back rather badly,

While the other one was trying hard to make him remember her.

Tell me what can i do.

Who is the one you concern for?

I need you too,

but what can i do when i wasn't the one who can make the final choice.

By saying don't work, but actions bring me no where.

Now, how to lessen these pain? :'(

Labels: Rest in peace, boon.

Oh,fuck you

Oh yea, fuck.

Yes, i'm jealous. So jealous.

So fed up with myself.

Argh, thanks to my hands alright.

:'( i'm very unhappy

tellmewhy,what and how.

Fuckyou,Ass.

I was tagged!

Instructions: Remove 1 question from below, and add in your personal question, make it a total of 20 questions, then tag 8 people in your list, list them out at the end of this post. Notify them in their chat box that he/she has been tagged.

Questions:
1. What disappoints you the most?
My love.

2. Where will you go if someone sponsors you a tour ticket?
Japan!

3. What's your favorite thing to do?
Sleep? Lols.

4. Do you think money can buy happiness?
Not even a cent.

5. If you can have one dream to come true, what would it be?
My favourite choice of cars

6. Do you believe you can survive without money?
I dont think so.

7. What's the most regretful thing that you've done before?
To let go.

8. If you win $1 million, what would you do?
Travel, treat family and beloveds, shopping and donate some. Hahahahhahas!

9. What is the most embarrassing thing that happened to you recently?
Fell down.

10. Should bengs and lians die?
I dont think so.

11. What makes you happy?
Some of those memories.

12. What type of person do you hate the most?
Backstabbers

13. Where do you see yourself 10 years down the road?
No idea.

14. If you could have a superpower, what would it be?
Invisible!

15. What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
My family.

16. What do you do when you're alone?
Recap.

17. If you have a chance, which part of your character would you like to change?
Character.

18. One word to describe yourself.
Lazy.

19. What is your least favourite animal?
I think none? =X

20. What's your favourite colour?
Pink!

Labels:I'm not given a choice.

cycling! <3

Just two of the many pictures first. Cus' i'm too lazy to post all, it takes lotsa time. Lols!

And well, this two group pictures was the nicest outta all.

(:

Let me begin with saturday. Met up sister to get mummy's bday present and went MarinaSq to look for mummy. We then met up brother-in-law and had dinner together at Lavender. They sent me to ahben's place after dinner as i'm meeting them.

Had a great time with them, playing our new creation blackjack. Hahas! We'll smack each other on the hand if we win. This game got us into a really high stage. We're so crazy over it and so happily playing it till past midnight. Was time to go home by then, and they sent me home. Yes, very sweet of them to do this all the time. Thanks (:

And what's about today? Sunday isn't boring this time round! :D

Met up them after work and went parkway together. Went Burgerking, had pool session and cycling! Hahas! We cycled till changi and back to east coast. And seriously, i think it's really fun though there're lotsa silly acts in between. After we returned all the bikes, took bus back to chuplao for dinner. Now, i'm really tired. I bet i'm gonna have cramps, again!

Oh, 亲爱的！Please rest well alright! Hope you'll be fine soon!

Okay, time to sleep now.

Bye all!

Labels: DECP sometimes, because it's where all those quarrels normally take place

birthday again!

To be frank, i really dislike going there. It used to be like, everytime i go there, you'll be there. But not this time. I don't like the feeling of being alone. Whatever, it'd gone for so long. Sigh.

After all, time spent in andy's chalet wasn't too bad. The craziness in all made my day. Seeing another side of them was really interesting too. Also, all the first time experience that happened. But i've got to know that, it doesn't get rid any of the pain inside. I thought it could, but it can't.

Well, that's not important. I then left earlier and couldn't wait till he cut his oh-so-tasty cake which is from emicakes! Tsk, i like their cakes can! Lols, nevermind. Hopefully, he wouldn't mind. And i think he's enjoying his 19th birthday.

And damn, i feeling really uncomfortable now. My head is spinning and i'm feeling hungry. Lols, very hungry indeed. Ohmygod. Plus, the damn pe today caused so much bodyache!:(

Okay, i gotta eat and then go to bed already.

Yawns!

seriously,i'm tired of your ignorance.

Not to forget, happy birthday Andy!

虽然我愿意

Days have been really bad recently.

Endless work going on and on everyday

School getting more and more sucky

Bodyache and tired'ness that is going on now

It's totally sucks you see. Tsk,school is a shit place now.

hopefully i can leave this school with a acceptable cert, arh :(

Different thoughts always lead to bad outcome which freak people out. And don't care about what the reason was. I may think that it's okay but doesn't mean that it apply to all.

Oh wells.

and i always thinks that, with you around, all these will easily be erase off.

Seriously, i miss all those phone calls.

Because of you, i nearly.

Sigh.

So near yet so far.

Are we exactly the same now?

and i've been missing you so much.

For all these months, everything that happened is a torture.

老天，你在整我吗？

Suprisingly, this week's sunday is not as boring as normal days. Though i didn't spend time catching up my beauty sleep, but i didn't waste my whole afternoon! lols!

Well, b'cus it's mummy's day so something special for mummy of cause! :D

After the lil'surprise, headed home for some rest and met ahben. Took bus to parkway to meet up hwakeong and xuehong. Yah, and we went to somewhere in east coast as ahben wanted to get many many foods for his mum. Haha, so we cycled there once we reached east coast. Fun but quite scary actually. Hahas! Now, my butt is in pain already. I bet tomorrow it will cramp, haha!

Was back home at 9plus, intended to meet yang earlier on at bugis. But never in the end because it's was really late after buying all those food. Very sorry yang! We'll meet soon alright! :D

And Yay! Gonna have pizza for supper because mummy was craving for it today. Hah!

Alright, i'm outta here now! But before i go, happy mummy's day to my dearest mum!andhismumtoo!

I love you many many more,mummy! :D

Label: If i can sleep and never wake with just one kind of medicine, i will wish to eat them all :(

look at me and explain

Don't blame, don't say, don't mention and don't get pissed. Maybe i've misunderstood it or else it will be that the mask is thick enough to be seen through. Haha. Oh, whatever.

Days hasn't been really good with this hot weather, cramps that kills and aches happening all over the body around. Hours of sleeps is never enough for me since school starts. Felt myself so weak as if i'm falling sick when i'm totally fine? Tsk, whathell.

But well, school are pretty stressful too. Lecturer are always going very fast as if they're rushing to somewhere else. And the never ending nags which go on and on every single day is making me irritated. Aiya, so many to list actually but i won't be bothered to say all lahs. Like, what for?

GOD

Please tell me something positive instead of negative.

Please allow all these confusion to leave me alone.

Please do not hide anymore.

Please let me know whatever i want to.

Please dont stop me from insisting to continue the decision.

Please not letting me say "idk" anymore.

Arh! to be frank, i dont see a meaning of my say. And,i'm really feeling very confused.

If you're gonna tell me you understand how i felt, then show me you really do.

If not, don't bother to say anything cause you know it can never get into my brain.

well, this is just so random.

If you're able to get what i'm trying to emphasize.

放生的结果都是我的错，而我们的开始也许本来就是一个恶作剧。

是种困扰

Monday blues, without fails.

With such weather, it's enough to kill and yet the school aircon isn't working.

Arh, feeling damn warm during all lessons!

I know, i'm having a real fucked up mood today.

and i've been thinking about it, but i know i can never realise why.

Arhhhhhhhhhh!

):

To end, happy birthday daphne!

Labels: It aches a lot.

if i could know the reason

It's another celebration today! This time round, we're celebrating birthday of two!

Yah, it's guangye's and daphne's advance celebration.

I met up the girls at 1pm and i was late, again. We'd singing session at teoheng till 4pm then we took bus over to tampines. Was really tired through the entire journey and i really hate to know the reason of me being so tired. Tsk! Then, accompanied dawn for some arrangements before we went to meet the others. Had dinner at billy bombers which cause me a bomb. Hahas and ice cream cake from swensens to end the celebration. This time was the hazelnuts flavour.

Well, hopefully both enjoy this lil'celebration and those presents too (:

After celebration, went foodcourt because darl wanted to have banmian. And met up yang to go ben's place together. Spent a few hours there and headed back home! Saw the gang of cliques on the way and i shouted hi, like some crazy girl across the street :X Was then back home after a short chat.

Seriously, i hate this freaking cramp and pain. Damn! :(

Happy was the first reaction, but when reasons were unknown, it's somehow became so meaningless and messed up. I dont like to feel so confused but yet more are coming in. Afterall the disappointment was too huge to recover. But on the other hand, i'm so afraid that i'm able to cover up all these with my dumb mind's decision. I hate this, i hate it when i felt the pulled back behind. I hate your actions and your way of handling everything that i'm concerened. I hate you because you treat everything like a game. I hate it all because you was lying from the start. I hate myself because i'm still feeling so pain. I hate you but the heart keeps telling me that i want you back.

Before i go, happy birthday guangye,the mr badpig! (: