Define to me

Don't make me define this fucked up feeling.
Been having it again and again, on and off.

It's gonna drive me crazy,so crazy. I'm just hoping it can stop, hoping that i'm able to control this.

Hoping that i'm able to handle all at once.

Pictures below are all taken on the 26march, when classmates celebrated my birthday for me in advance!

Labels: character caused it.

first time!

It's sunday today! Met up sister, brother-in-law and co to do some charity work today! We went to a RC, i think. Some kinda of places which is at ang mo kio to meet all those elderly and had fun with them (: That was my first time visiting so many elderly and doing such stufff. Haaahs.

Met bestie first and off to Amk hub to meet sister at 930. Then We went to the venue together with everybody! :D We played 2 games with them and winners are all given presents. The elderly had fun, i guess. And we'd buffet for lunch with them! :D

After the event ended, we went marina square for hokkiado ice-cream! :) You know, it's damn yummy plus, it's low fat. We then went separate ways with them, bestie and i went shopping at bugis. We went to take neoprints, walking around but buy nothing and snacks at one of the resturaunt there. I felt really glad that despite of not meeting up daily as we used to, we are still the same as before! We'd our never ending chats, our straight forward chats and also sharing of our own thoughts and moreeeeeeeeeee. Ya, just never ends. Arh, no pictures taken by our phones, so i can't post any. But i will definitely post the neoprints when i got them!

Then then then! As usual, derek came to meet her and they off at 6plus. Therefore, i met up baober for dinner at bugis too! Was intended to have steamboat, but we wasn't feeling very hungry so that girl suggested on pastamania instead! Yah, i'm really sick of it actually but i ate something different today. So it's actually still okay after all. Shopped around after dinner and back home after we walked the whole bugis streeet!

Wanted to meet 亲爱的 also, but she is working. Nevermind, we shall meet for steamboat soon!

Alright, till then!

Labels: i don't beg for that outcome

6months soon

Do you get it?

I wasted my saturday at home. Was actually thought of finding the girls and meet them out. But unfortunately, by the time i wakes up it's already 6plus in the evening. I bet, some will start saying that i've slept so long or whathell'ing maybe. Aiya, it's holiday what.

Anyway, i was told that the computer was different by brother when i woke up. I couldn't figure out what till he tells me. I forgotten he told me what he've done. But thank god that it's not re-formatting! :D My pictures are all still in the com. The only sad thing was, all those programmes that are in the com cant be used. Got to re-download everything today! What's the worst? My photoshop is gone! Therefore, i can't do the edits till i got it again. Arh! :(

Good news! I'm meeting bestie tomorrow! Hope she has nothing on after the event, so we can go walk walk together before going home! lol!

Yayness, i miss her so much (:

Well, felt so random nowadays. Somethings are just out of control. You may want it to be done, but it may not be able to fulfill. It's not the wish, maybe it's a force.

Okay, just before i go!
Happy Birthday to Regina and Jj!

Labels: Love is like a butterfly, when you hold it too tight, it will crush.
But when you hold it too loose it will fly.

longgggggg day!

After not working for so many days, i was back to it again. And also, havent been working the whole day for months! Therefore, i felt damn freaking tired today! ): I slept at 4am yesterday and i woke up at 7am to drag myself to work. Tsk, i worked from 830 till 1 then 2 till 5 and then 7 till 930! Oh damn, just can you imagine?! hahahahhas, very tired lahs! My poor legs was suffering!

Well, because of work.. i cancelled my meet ups with bestie. Not joining classmates for jj's birthday celebration and also the singing session with bestie and benoni! Oh damn. My day was ruined by my job. I think it's freaking sad lahs! Instead of making myself enjoy, i made my legs suffered like hell. Aiyo

Actually, i've lotsa pictures to post but all not edit yet and i'm so lazy to do so leh.

Anyway, tomorrow is saturaday! And i think it will be the next saturday of staying at home rotting. Arh, out of a sudden i miss....

steamboat with girls

buffets with clique

xuehong's wii!

Jj, sorry for not attending your birthday celebration!

But still. Happy birthday to you in advance, aries boy!

Had a great day on your actual day which is tomorrow!

Enjoy to the fullest and smile always! (:

Labels: Hate it, but i can't help it. Therefore, i love it.

Whhhee! happy birthday!

Imma big girl now!

Celebrations with beeer，ping, yang, ben, jwen, benoni, yks and xiaode.

Somehow, i'd a really great time with my clique. Not all turned up, not all are present. New faces appeared and old faces are not there. Filled with love but lack of some still. Oh wells.

Met up clique in the noon, together with most of those beloveds! Last minute, there were this changed of plan, but it doesn't affect this lil'party! We spent sometime playing and saw sufen there, kinda surprised and happy see'ing her. As we hasn't meet for a long time! Had a short chat and we went swensens for early dinner (: waiting for jwen to reach at mean while. And we started playing pool at cine after all gathered. Played for lotsa hours and we went to get tickets for movie. Had a 9:20 movie and ends at 11. Got home and there it goes, birthday was over.

Anyway, i've got the adidas watch i love from the guys! Also, different stuff from the girls (:

Thanks for the gift and the treat.

Thanks everybody for the wishings too!

There're too many of them, so its pretty difficult for me to name all out.

But anyway, you know who you are lah! (:

Doesnt matter when you send it or how you send it. It's all appreciated!

Alright, it's time to sleep now!
Last minute got to go work tomorrow for the whole day! Totally, sianed!

pictures of 26th and 27th will be up soon! (:

Labels: Confidence, guts and lies.

ididntexpectiwill.....

Ever first experience!

Met up beloveds yesterday and does actually nothing at my place, just some catching ups with ben because he just got back from thailand! :D And we'd breakfast at the market near our secondary school (: Then, was back home sleeping straight away.

Woke up at 12pm and met up the others 215 at Ps. But well, most were late and we went lunch after that. Walked around the place and back to Fish&Co at 530!

Dining at that place and we all stayed there for hours! Took lotsa pictures which most are in daphne's camera. What i've below was all foods and i will post the rest up when i gather everything! (:

First! Menu of FISH&CO.
This three guys who looked gay here shared this huge drink!
Soup of the day!
Kola tonic!
stingray!
Sambal fish
Fish&Chip!
Salmon!
New york fish and chip!
Birthday cake! :D

And after cutting cake, i was served by this!
I thought the treat of this drink was a joke, but it's not lah.
Anyway, thanks to the guys!
Lol. It's called long island* if im not wrong.
but well,sex onthe beach was nicer!


Alright, last day tomorrow! I actually hope it will turn out to be what i expected leh!
Hahahhas, but aiya!
Hmmmm, i'm tired now and also having a bad flu.

And oh. Lastly, i got a bag which is pretty from classmates!
Also stickers and pictures of darl and i from darling! (:
Those stickers are pretty and it's hello kitty! It's meant for LSYT!
So! i've dressed LSYT up, pretty pretty now!

Thanks for the present and celebration!

Labels: It went out of my way, sigh.

second celebration!

Woke up at a really late time today! lols. Have a lil'celebration with family at no signboard (: Nothing special to blog about actually because i can't post pictures up!

Had strawberry shortcake as my birthday cake and damn, my family made me got really paiseh just now. lol, they're being damn bad lah. But well, had fun still.

Back home after dinner, had 豆花 from geylang (:

Good day after all. Gotta meet classmates up tomorrow!

Gonna meet up some of the beloveds later on (:

Labels: 2more days! <3

First celebration (:

Alright, met up mike today for the first celebration! (:

And because we didn't take picture together so i post this picture as there is no other pictures of us already. lol

Well well, today we went movie at Ps - step up 2! And headed to bugis to have dinner at MOF! He brought me there and that was my first time dining there. A very comfortable place for dining! Furthermore, it's a japanese resturuant cum cafe. With very nice foods and fresh salmon (:

Had a great day today though it's a really short day. Did lotsa catching ups with him too. And lastly, thanks so much for the treat mike!
Although he won't be seeing this, but arh it's the thought that counts!

hahahahahas.

Actually i took alot pictures of MOF, but i can't load them into my com lahs! ):

Oh wells, sometimes i really hope that such thing doesn't happened at all. Also, it all remains. You know you know you know! Tsk! Sigh, who caused it? the god maybe.

Labels: 3 more days!

S-POP 万岁！

SPOP HURRAY!

Wasn't really very fantastic afterall. Some are really nice but some are really boring. And from my seats, i can't even see the singer's look clearly lah! Boo limlim for lying that it's a best seats. Lol, quite good though but still very far lah.

Well, there are various pictures taken today!
Do enjoy!

See how far it is.
She refused to take picture alone lah! Kns!
Myself! :D

The most artistic picture of all! *xiao jing teng.

This! the most pretty thing i saw today!



Alright, goodbye now!
Tomorrow will be the start of my birthday celebration!
Wahahahha! My birthday is coming!
Just few more daysssss, wheeeeeeeee! :)




Labels: The days will different from now on! (:

boredom!

What a day!
I'm so bored today! Woke up at 5plus and starts eating my first meal only at 6plus, lol! Then, brother was using that com so i can't use it. The only thing which kept me entertain was the tv la! Because lsyt got no more batt! But well, maybe lsyt should change a name? (:

Oh, that's random.

it's all because of this boring day! Tsk!

Hope next week to be here sooon! And all my meeting ups will be up! i miss those days! Also, awaits of my birthday! Wheeeee! x) Although there will be a +1 in my age, but come on! that doesnt mean i'm old alright! I'm still as young! lols!

If anyone of you says i'm old, you must be jealous! Wahahahas :D

Labels: I hope your doubt was my answer!

damn, it's tiring.

A long day, i should day. Yesterday i met up 亲爱的 for supper at hawker after my work. And we ate quite alot. Ya, quite! lols. But we're able to finish almost all la.

Damn fattening lah! :(

Because it already very late, so she stayed at my place for the night. We spent the night surfing net about clothings and bags online. Also, was on the phone. We then only slept at 5am and i gone to work in the morning. Damn tiring, Peiyi didn't slept well too! So both of us are really tiring this morning! lols.

Got myself changed when i got home and went to town to meet the others (: We went walking around cine and heeren till time is up. Had movie at cine, Rule no.1* Pretty scary actually! And can you imagine, when 4 person watching the movie with fear together! Oh wells. Anyway, the show was alright afterall, but i only understand it when someone cleared my doubts. Hahahs, we headed back to chup lao for dinnnnner after that.

The day was filled with laughters. No time to think and also not gonna put in effort in thinking about it either. That's when you see colours, see rainbow and see smiley!

sometimes, it shows how important friends are.

and before i go, happy birthday benoni! :D

GOODBYE!

Labels: It's a good news which may worth a million to me (:

happy birthday liting!

What a tiring day today, with the heels i wore out. My legs seriously need a very good rest tonight. lol! Anyway, no work for me today! Took a leave and meet up with classmates to celebrate liting's birthday in advance! :)

The actual date of her birthday is the 20march, but of cause this important day is meant for his guy and her to spend together! Hahas, therefore we met her today!

Well, i met up with darl earlier at far east. (Darl, sorry to make you waited for so long!)

Aiya, as usual i was late lah! And it's raining damn heavily which made my totally sianned! Hahas, We then went shopping around at far east till the time is up! :D

We're suppose to meet at 630pm but darl and i was late because we refused to take the Train. Lols, so we took bus and everything delayed. We even saw an ancident which is pretty scary. Then, we met the others at pastamania! Had cakes and pasta for dinner. Lastly,lotsa pictures were taken and we all took train home after that.

Anyway! it's already the 20march now!

So, happy birthday liting! :D

Pictures are all posted up! Do enjoy!

Today, he went very high again! lols

He just claimed that he's taller! Wth~

Time to sleep already!
GOODBYE and GOODNIGHT!
and, i'll be fine soon. Very soon, i hope.

Labels: Ignorance got to take place for now (:

2nd post - more pain

这都怪我把事看得太简单。

Sigh, a bad day. Bad day, bad day, bad day!

Well, thanks to all the friends around.

But still, I'm feeling damn tired and damn painful.

Also, having headache.

Oh wells, make tomorrow more worth while please.

Labels:IHLF

changed! :)

At last, i still decides in changing a new blogskin! And ya, i'm pretty bored yesterday night so i spent the night doing this freaking skin. And finally, i got everything put up nicely. Like how i wanted. Hopefully, it'll make you all feel comfortable while reading! :)

Anyway, was feeling really bored and tired today. Mummy wakes me up at 11plus in the morning lah when i slept at 6am! ): She made me got up and want me to join her for lunch at some where near. Ya, being a good girl like me! lol, i got up and changed. Joined her for lunch and was back home around 1plus. Till now, i can't get back to sleep lah. Tsk!

sees it,feels it.

我讨厌这种感觉。
一切都变了。讨厌哪变化，讨厌这事实。

)':

Hasn't been blogging for a few days - not too long actually.

But along the days, nothing special come by.

Staying at home doesnt make me bored and dates of meeting up is all not up still.

So afterall, holiday has been some kinda resting days (:

Anyway, have been meeting sister for the past few days.

Saturday, met up with her to walk around. Then, we'd dinner at kallang, mushroom pot with Bro-in-law, lili and zhiwei. Home after that (:

Sunday, met up with sister also, at united sq for kalister's bday celebration. Lunch at swensens with many of them and back home after it ended. That lil'girl dressed up like a lil'fairy, pretty adorable. She's a blessed child with sucha party at her age of three. There are also professionals helping her in taking photographs and video (:

Weekends just passes by very fast.

Back to monday today. And well, monday still as blue as before.

Lol. Normally, things that you dont like will meet up with you on monday.

Oh wells, random.

Overjoyed!

First day of holiday is over. Of cause, i enjoyed it (:

Had all beloveds coming over my place and till the next day.

Spent the night doing some craps and slacking at my place.

And we'd breakfast at one of the market before one headed for school while one headed for work.

(: Then, we all way separate ways and back home i went to bed straight.

(well, it has been long since we last gather together)

Slept till 6plus and i nearly late for work.

Hmmm, actually i'm late for 5mins lah. But it's alright. Haaaas.

Well, thought of alot and i think somehow i know what's the feel.

And found a picture that could explain it all or i should say its somehow it's similar.

And oh, i'm freaking tired still.

Like, 12hours of sleep is still not enough either.

Alright, till then.

A fall that reminds

Anyway, it's the last paper today! And that means, exams are overrrrr :D

*smiles happily to the next one month*

Holidays begins today! today! today! today!

Time to enjoy, time for all meet ups, friends! :D

Oh wells, i'd a bad day today.

Didn't expect it to happen and well, in short words.. i fell today.

lols, i fell somewhere near the road and it's really painful.

But yet, slightly better then the last time i fell.

And i still remembered what was told to me the other time.

(well,ibetyou'vetotallyforgotten)

Just so coincidentally, i saw that.

Your new friends, new life and you're loving it (:

Felt happy but yet a lil'sour.

Sigh,tsk.

random

Oh, feeling bored at home.

With such weather, i don't have the mood to open up that bfs book.

lol, but still i will read through and try my best to throw everything into my brain.

and after tomoorrrow, i will be enjoying, enjoying and enjoying!

Hahahahahas :D

Alright, show you guys something!

Pretty, isn't it?
It's a so called birthday cake!
So pretty,pretty and pretty.

overdued birthday photos

hohoho!

Just one last paper and i'm free from schooool!

Lol, but my last paper is on the 13th lah! While the others are all tomorrow!

They've earlier holiday lo ):

And bfs is a very shit subject lah, i could sense that it's calling me back next year.

Lol, i hope it's just a illusion lah.

Okay, nothing to blog

Feeling so random everyday.

School is getting bored now.

And since i'm free today.

I've lotsa overdued pictures to post.

Most of them are taken on Cheryl's bday!

My face to begin with it, lol.
Birthday girl and me!

Oh, the nerds of the day(:

USUSUS!

Different tables!

Darl and guangye!

Janelle, sorry to make you cry.We still love you! :D

Loved (:

darlings, always (:

Taken this during new year
i miss her (:

Thats all!
More to come. After my birthday! :D

before i go, happy birthday darling suvin!

GOODBYE,GOODNIGHT!

Great news! :D

I felt so happy, so happy and so happy!

Lol! Thanks for the very good news!

The best news i've got after so much happenings (:

I'm not gonna care about the incident.

And im gonna look forward to this particular day!

I hope someone can just pinch me to proof that i'm not dreaming!

lol

Today is totally the best day!

(:

Alright, good bye now!

All the best to myself tomorrow!

And all my friends too!

angels and devils

Alright, afterall they're all people whom couldn't be trusted (:
Thanks, i've learnt.

No matter what the outcome is gonna be like.

Dont blame me.

Oh, my beloved friends! I miss hanging out with you guys!

Lets have an outing sooooooooooooooooooon alright!

Hahahahahas :D

Labels: actually it's pretty dumb to lose a friend this way

Oh,so lame.

no title.

Boy,ifyou'rehere.Allthesewouldn'tbehappeningalready.

Imissyourpresence,butitnolongerminenow.

imissyou,justfartoomuch.

Anyway, 2 days to examination. Spent time revising and yet everything couldnt get in.Only miracle can make me pass now, so i can simply forget in getting an A.

Oh, damn all exams!

Straight after exams will be holidays! I'm so looking forward to it!

Also, looking forward in meeting all my beloved friends! (:

i miss the all of you and him (:

thanks for encourage me to........ but i dont have the courage to! lols

Anyway!

Ahben, all the best to you tomorrow!

Do your best, i know you will definitely win the game. Don't think about what will the outcome be like(:

And sorry, i can't make it there to see you. Hopefully, you don't mind!
JIAYOUJIAYOUJIAYOU :D

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I think after the end of next week, i will be having depression already lah. LOL

School work was rather stressful at this period.

The major exam is around the corner, and i kept forgetting those shitty format ):

I was damn fucking useless to not even be able to remember simple things ;'(

Furthermore, all subs are needed to memorise different things.

and i don't wish to repeat it in year2.

Argh, just fuck exams, fuck iac, fuck bfs and fuck bcm! ):

And i swear, i'm gonna make myself enjoy all day long when all these are over.

Tsk, got damn pissed with somethings recently!

Also, kinda sad over somethings too.

Hopefully, i wasn't the one causing these to happen.

If i'm the one, i'm really sorry.

Well, throughout this blue day.

There is something which made my day!

Damn, i felt extremely happy when i saw it.

:D

Labels:人生比我相向中的还要可怕。

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It's a really long day today.

and out of the long day, there's sometime that i seriously miss.

(: Silly, i know.

Well, worked in the morning and money nearly got us crazy.

Anyway, it's over. Headed to meet the girls to enjoy the k session! (:

Then, went to Marina Sq to meet the others for the 2nd part of the celebration!

Oh, by the way.. there is celebration because, it's Cheryl's Birthday!

Had a really great time being a crazy girl today. Lol

But it's fun though. Hope that birthday girl enjoy her day.

and i hope, that day will never be here.

Labels: Pictures will be post asap.


Happy Birthday Cheryl (:

GOODBYE

AND GOODNIGHT!

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Why is it always so close and yet so far away?

I understand the reason of this.

It's either this person or that person, which means only one will be there.

Maybe it's right to let it be this way, but somehow i want it to be the other way.

If i were to say out the reason why, i bet most will let it remain like how is it now.

Well, i want to know but i hate to know.

I was happy to hear it, but i felt totally sour when i heard it.

And things are getting more complicating now.

As you grow, nothing goes as easy as the past.

When you said this, there will always be a person say, that's life.

Anyway, i met up sister, shannon and shandy today.

Went shopping at bugis and i bought something for myself of cause.

Had cakes at bakerzine and off to sister's place.

Reached there only at night time and we'd steamboat for dinner.

Off to home at around ten plus.

And it's another day of work tomorrow again.

Argh, so what birthday is around the corner?

I don't really look forward to it like how i used to in the past.

Guangye was right, why do we celebrate the day we born when we're born to suffer?

Oh wells.