Wednesday, October 31, 2007

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I've completed my new blogskin!

Turning in now, it's getting late.
Tomorrow's 3hours of ICA is gonna make me woolala.
lols. I'm gonna be so mad in the classroon lah.
That 3hours kills.

All right, once again.
BYEpeople

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彩虹

哪裡有彩虹告訴我
能不能把我的願望還給我
為什麼天這麼安靜
所有的雲都跑到我這裡

有沒有 口罩一個給我
釋懷說了太多就成真不了
也許時間是一種解藥
也是我現在正服下的毒藥

看不見你的笑我怎麼睡得著
你的聲音這麼近我卻抱不到
沒有地球太陽還是會繞
沒有理由我也能自己走

你要離開 我知道很簡單
你說依賴 是我們的阻礙
就算放開 但能不能別沒收我的愛
當作我最後才明白

Rap:
看不見你的笑 要我怎麼睡得著
你的聲音這麼近我卻抱不到
沒有地球太陽還是會繞會繞
沒有理由我又能自己走掉
釋懷說了太多就成真不了
也許時間是一種解藥解藥
也是我現在正服下的毒藥


The lyrics could actually explains how some one feels.

Anyway, i changed my skin.
Still hasn't complete yet.



I really miss you.
After thinking for somedays, i still got no courage to wish you. But well, i shall write it here then.
Good luck for your Os,boy.


Bye-people.

Tuesday, October 30, 2007

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Exam today! Was off from the 3hours accounting class. Mygod.
I dont know if its bad or good. Or rather, both. lols.

Anyway, back home after exam to change. And bus'ed to school. Kinda lame, but i've got no choice. I thought it's just the Ica teacher who is boring, now the Bfs teacher was even worst. I feel so sleepy in her class. I'm not gonna do well for this elective if this gonna carry on.

Well, thats all about school today.
After school have ended, went home to prepare and met jiejie at orchard.
And we went..................
The Hello-Kitty Fair!
Isn't this cute?

Jiejie bought me one water bottle from there! lols, damn adorable okay!
Hahahas.

After that, we're so hungry that we went paragon to have our dinner.
And that is.....
FISH AND CO!
SALMON; myfav (:

After dinner, we went walking around at paragon. And i saw this bag which I like it alot. Beautiful bag with great price.

And we went far east to look around, but i bought nothing.

Well friends, its the heart doesnt allow me to step out of saddness. This is not what i wanted too. Sigh. Anyway, still thanks for all your concern.

Monday, October 29, 2007

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不管在怎么的逃避或刻意的避开也没有用。
一旦注定会见面,在躲也是避不开的。

其实,很想看看他。
可是,却没有勇气面对。
就连说声嗨的勇气都没有。
就算看见了也当做不认识。
虽然这不是我想要的结果,但是心里在作怪。
明明就很想,可是却装出一幅不在意的样子。

人都是这样的吗?
每天都需要扮演不同的脚色。
难道你们不累吗?
我只能说我累了,但我没有办法不继续的演下去。

尝试过放弃 - 却失败了。
逃避过- 也没用,始终还是会见面。
不去想 - 不可能。
恨你 - 我做不到。
什么都试过了,没有一个行得通。

也许最后的决定,还是做朋友吧。
但愿我们未来的友谊能冲淡一切。

Time is what i needed the most now.
These few days is kinda stressing. Exams exams and exams.
Other than that, was the emotions that caused.

I can see that he's happy, really happy.
And enjoying too.
But you asked me not to judge a book by its cover.
You said he's not really happy.
But thats not the way i felt. His looks prove you wrong.
Well, maybe his heart would prove me wrong.
Anyway, it all don't matters now.


Soonyan! Soonyan! Soonyan!
Cheerup!!

Sunday, October 28, 2007

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Tomorrow is a fear.

Could anyone make this a false?
Could god please be kind to me?
Could i be just blind for one day?
Could my blindness just happened when i want it to?

Please, make it just like practical exam.

Minor problems and not major.

Well, misses doesn't mean meeting is needed.

Saturday, October 27, 2007

Yesterday night was kinda monopoly night. lols.
Played it for the whole night together with those goodies (:
Slept at 7 in the morning and woke up at 5 in the afternoon.
Though i've slept for more than 8hrs, i'm still feeling very tired.
Arh, and two more days to exam. I've got really no mood to study for it.
I feel like giving up. I really can't take this kinda stress.
I've regret on choosing to take this exam. Sigh, sorry.
Today, no work or school for me. Have been staying at home for the whole day.
Forcing myself to study. But i realised i dont know a lot.
PICTURES.





Thursday, October 25, 2007

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Yesterday was extremely fun. Hope xuehong have enjoyed his wonderful 18th birthday (:

Well, ended school at about 2 yesterday because i skipped PE. And bus home with suvin. Get myself changed and went bugis to get xuehong's present. Met Beeer after that and train'ed down to Redhill to get his cake from jiejie.
(: And train'ed down to Clarke Quay.

Reached there damn early. So, beeer and i went to the shopping mall opposite Merchant Court Hotel to get a buttom for him. In order to go along with his top. So, after we're done with his presents. We waited till all of them to reach before going in for our buffet.

(: Had a wonderful dinner at Market place. All of us were laughing out loudly due to jianwen and kaisiong's craziness.

After dinner, we left at about 10plus. We cabbed back to my house to continue the fun. Xuehong brought Wii while Ben brought Monopoly. So we spilt up, some were playing wii, some where playing monopoly. Haas.
A really really fun night.

Then, after 2am, one by one was leaving. And by the time all have left, its already 5plus. And i was feeling so tired in school, its not easy to survive in the 3hours accounting class lah. lols.

Haha. Thank god that Bfs was cancelled so i'm able to get home so early.
Had a long nap before i went to work.

Lots of pictures were taken yesterday. Will post them up soon.


Some pictures of us in the Botanic Garden.
And the dinner at night

Tuesday, October 23, 2007

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心里有太多的想念。

很希望有一天彼此会再次的遇见,可是却害怕面对着你。

Well, school was fine today. Bfs was skipped cause the teacher abundant us.
Went home straight after school. Was so tired that i nearly miss my stop.
Haas.

Few more days to exam and i'm then start preparing. Schedule are all packed.
24hours is no longer enough for me. Lots of things are coming up. National exams, School exams, School work, Working and My beauty sleep ):
soonyan,gotta jiayou and bare with it!

Tomorrow is another long and fun day.
The only day to relax and put all the work and unhappiness aside! (:







依然还是你!想念你的日子都会是值得的。Muacks <3

Sunday, October 21, 2007

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I felt that whenever people got really hurt by a relationship, it will lead them to a very big change. I've seen how big was the change and how worst can it be.

Maybe you'd know that i was referring to you after you see this. But nevermind.
It's not blaming you for changing. But i just wonder why do you have to do sucha thing when you know its just all for fun? Anyway, i know how you're feeling exactly as there's no much difference between our situation. I wouldn't stop you as a friend. Since you think you'll be happy to be that way, go ahead friend (:

Well, am i bad to support? Maybe not. After all, friends should be supporting friends.

Actually, i realised i've lots of posts with all about my feelings.Not a good sign, but this is the only way to let out everything that is kept inside. Well, blog is still not a very safe place for typing it all out. Keeping inside is still the safer place for all secrets. Hmm,maybe not secrets. Instead, it's just somethings that are too personal to show.
Very sorry if you find it boring. But well, you can always close the window at any point of time (:

Everyone is changing. The greatest change which affects me the most was you. Your change makes me gone almost crazy. I could feel how much you feel towards her,maybe? You dont used to remember that kinda things. But now, you do. Maybe its just for the sake of her. She caused you to change.
imissyou)':

Arh. life is never a easy thing.
So many exams are coming up for me.
I felt so stressed up. Can i really cope? ):
I'm not prepared for the worst.
I dont feel good.


Anyway, yesterday was a very longg day for me. I was feeling so tired when i got home. I was out at 11am and home about 11-12am -.-
So many hours. The worst thing was, yesterday was sucha hot day.

Well, yesterday i went botanic garden with the other 9 of my classmates to do some voluntery work(my spelling was wrong).
Met some of them at tampines for lunch and we took train to orchard to meet the others. After all have reached, we then took bus there.
Was just watching concert over there and we took lotsa pictures.
The concert end at about 6plus and we all headed to orchard. And we went separate ways.

Ping's family have some kind of activity which i dont know what is it called. So, we all (mike,yang,ben,xh,ping,beeer,candy and me) went there for dinner. The dinner ended at 10plus and so, i reached home at 11plus.

Friday, October 19, 2007

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OKAY! I went for a hair cut and i seriously think that i dont look good with it la. Maybe i still dont use to it? Hopefully, haha.

Anyway, i went to cut together with Beeer,Juliana and Suvin.
Suvin is there to accompany us la, so sweet of her.
After cutting, we went dinner together and they all headed home while i went for work.

A Picture of my new hairstyle.
Excuse me for this ugly picture. lol


Thankyou ping, for listening (:
It's never easy to say it out until you mention him. Haas.

Thursday, October 18, 2007

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I know what's happening. My mind is clear in what's happening around me.
But i dont know what's my heart and mind is thinking.
Very confused. I hope i can stop stabbing myself.
Sigh.

Wednesday, October 17, 2007

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School was fine today. Breakfast with classmate and i was late. Very sorry to keep you guys waiting! Back to school for our elective and we're late too! Cause the classroom is freaking difficult to go -.-

Then after school, went bugis to buy something. So sweet of Juliana who accompany me there till i got all my things and we went home separately. Thankyou darling (:
Reached home rest awhile and off to work.

Well, mummy told me a lot after she's back.
And i miss it more, i miss that place and everyone there.
Of cause, he will be the one i miss the most. And always (:
Sigh.

Anyway, tomorrow will be a good dayshit day. I hope i dont make a fool of myself there. And create some shit, or get shit results. Arh* ):

I dont know how to describe the feeling i've today. Cause I've seriously done something really wrong today. Its just like using my own hand to stab myself at the heart till i feel so painful. (This is just to desribe how i feel, not something lame)



I felt that the world is getting more and more scary, really. Sigh.

Tuesday, October 16, 2007

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I felt really really bad
I know i'll be regretting this for life.
But i dont have a choice.

I just wonder why do growing up have to go through so much?
I really can't take all these anymore. I feel that i'm so weak.
Or issit everything happened continuously,thats why?

Even if it's not too close, but still could feel the pain in the heart.
And it's now adding more pain to the wound.
How i wish you're here to wipe off all my tears.
Sigh.


Anyway,
We'll all miss you.
I love you )':

Monday, October 15, 2007

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Yay! No school for me tomorrow! And also many others too.
I can sleep at home and do revision liao lah. Or else i'm gonna be dead on the 18oct. Damn it ):

Well, today is a really bad day. But i think i should say for the whole of this year, Jan till now. Bad news are more the good news.
I've enough of all these already. None of the good have come.

Why issit like this?
Bless him please. I really doesnt want the worst to happen.
)':


I've got no mood.
I hope you were here, but i'm just thinking too much.

Sunday, October 14, 2007

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SUNDAY! Last day of holiday already. Tomorrow is the back to school day.
Should i be happy or sad?

Anyway, was out today.
Went for work in the morning and i was so tired after that.
But still, met up ping and we went orchard. Actually intend to get something but we couldn't find the shop. Oh,damn.
So, we took cab down to parkway to meet xuehong and ben.

And we played pool there,for just few hours.
We left around 7plus and met up kaixiang,xiaode and yang for dinner.

I went home after dinner and they went somewhere else which i dont know where. Hahas.

Some pictures to show (:

Mini Lollipop!
ManJieLe.
Peanut Butter* Nice! (: [mine]
Butter with i dont know what. Very nice too! [Ping's]
Ping <3

When the couple was playing.

Saturday, October 13, 2007

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一直都在尽量的靠诉自己,一切的发生都没关系。

这是在对自己撒谎吗?

这是什么世界啊?!


I dont know why i would have moodswing out of a
sudden. I dont know why i get so pissed off with everything around now, at this moment. Every word, every action, everything's making me damn irritated.
Arh. I dont know what's the problem with me.


To prevent myself from getting worst.
I need to go to bed now.
BYE

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Our dear Mr.Chan XueHong
is coming back in few hours time (:
Hahahas. They're going airport to fetch him.


hahas. Just back from revision. And i realised i've alot to memorise.
Sigh. Back to that kinda life again. Was it a correct choice or a wrong one?
And exam will be here within few days.


Bless me please.


Oh, and candy is being so nice to photocopy all those papers for me.
THANKYOU CANDY (:


Well, tomorrow is another short day for work. Whhheee.
I hope outing will not cancel la (:

Friday, October 12, 2007

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Arh. I miss my lil'playmate ): (hahas,its my ds actually)
Sister brought it to china. It will only be back to my hands on tuesday.
So many days you know! Sigh :(

Anyway, it's a public holiday today! And i still got to work half day.
Sianning. Nobody is free to go out with me. Damn sian.
Meeting Mike* for some revision later. Arh, am gonna kill brain cells again.
More to kill once school reopen. lol.

Grandma came to my house. And grandpa is so sweet to call and check on her safety. So sweet, isn't it? lols.

All right, 'am very tired now. Gotta go sleeep for awhile before i'm going out.
BYEpeople. I'll be blogging again tomorrow maybe.

Thursday, October 11, 2007

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3more days to go and school will reopen again.
4weeks of holidays just passed like this. My holidays was lil' too pathetic, but i dont think i've wasted it (:

I used the holidays to heal the wound. Though its not fully recovered, but still it gets a lil'better. Wound may have cured but scar will last forever.
Happy or sad doesn't matters anymore. Using a job to fill up the time is a way to avoid actually. Sigh, let go soonyan ):

Sigh. Arh, i dont know what i'm saying lah.

What i know was, it's a pain which none of the painkiller can heal.
~ i've worked too much. Haas.


BYEpeople.

Wednesday, October 10, 2007

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Arh, cramps :'(
Damn those shits and the pain.
Fine day for today. Wasn't free for the whole day until 9pm.
Thats when i knocked off. Haas.
Met up LKKP* for dinner
Gorgor and Weiling joined us after awhile.
Left at 10plus. Bathe and going to bed soon.
I can't stand the cramps. Its really painful lah.
*you know, i really miss you.
But it's aint important to you now (:
Tomorrow is the last day working as a tem-full timer (:
Haas. It's also another long day tomorrow.
BYEpeople.

Monday, October 8, 2007

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Nine and a half hours of work today was rather fine.
But, monday is always a very busy day.
People kept coming in non stop -.-

Had dinner with that *lkkp just now.
So sorry to keep you waiting for nearly an hour :X
Hahas. Anyway headed back home after dinner.


Tomorrow will be a shorter day. Yay.



*I don't think every memories would comes to your mind.
Or every places would make you think of us.
But, i thought a lot. Even though i dont sees places that reminds of us, i could still sees the shadow of the past.
I guess i'm missing you once again. Sigh


ANYWAY, I'M FINE.
BYEpeople.

Sunday, October 7, 2007

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I've been staying at home for 2days.
Have been sleeping and sleeping. Other than that, i eat and played Ds.
Thats all i do.

And one of the day, wasn't a very nice day.
I was very confused with whats happening now.

I rather i knew nothing, and i rather this doesnt happen.
Sigh, its gonna be back to the square again?
I hope not. I really can't afford to get affected anymore.

Even he can see the difference, can you too?


Well, tomorrow will be the first day of my last week's holiday!
Yah! LAST WEEK! DAMN, its going really fast! I'll be going back to school so soon,which is what i dont wish to lah. Arh~ imagine taking sucha long journey alone to a place where can kill all my brain cells! ): How sad.

Current Time table was damn cool la. Hopefully B&F will last for just few hours.
Longest 2hours please, so that i'll still get to release earlier.

Oh, anyway i didn't blog about my results right? lol.
It sucks big time. Passed but still like some kind of shit. Hahahahs.

Forget it man.
BYE

Saturday, October 6, 2007

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Yesterday! Mummy's off day. So, we went to meet jiejie,gorgor and weiling at bugis. Actually intend to buy the bag i wanted. But its no longer there already. Haha. Nevermind. So, we went over to Park Royal Hotel for buffet dinner.

Took some pictures. Let the picture do the talking.





Chocolate cake is jiejie's.

This is mine. The cheesecake is my fav. !
MEMEME. (:

THEM! This is weiling!

My Brother!

MUMMY!

And sister. She refused to let me take a picture of her. So, just the side view.

NEXT!, is the pictures of mike and yang's birthday celebration.





Thursday, October 4, 2007

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HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YANG, MIKE and Yetpheng (:
Haha. Four of them are having birthday the same day,year and month!
Damn freaking cool lah!

Anyway, met up many of them and had a celebration with mike and yang.
Dont know if they're happy with it anot. But i hope they can enjoy their day today! Same goes to yetpheng too!

Hahhhs.

Pictures will be al post up soon! Okay, very soon. =X

Well, nothing much about today. Working was fun for the day. Sally, Jinyen and i had gone crazy since the morning. Anything can just made us laugh like hell.
And i've got strawberry strudel for supper tonight!
Whhhheee.

All right, that's all for the day.
BYEpeople.

Tuesday, October 2, 2007

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说真的,我搞不清楚自己在想什么。 哈哈。
好像一把他望的,可是有又会有一种冲动的想知道他过得如何。
也偶尔会想起在一起时的美好回忆。
不过想起这一切是,眼泪没有因此而掉落。
还可以笑着对自己说,我们都会快乐。但自己会跟希望他能开开心心。(我知道他一定做得到,毕竟他是选折放手的人。
好吧,不说了。一切以成了过去。

一切都会重新来过。新生活,新开始。但你将会依然的在我心上。


Anyway anyway, today was the worst day ever. I thought i was strong enough to not able to get spread by patient. But i still got the virus dont know from where.
At first was just some kind of flu which is very very common to me. (cause im having flu all the time) So i didnt even bother to consult doctors when i know 4 of them. Haha.
So i was happily going to work today. But i was feeling very shit in the late morning. Damn. I felt giddy,headache and aching every where. I cant stand for long so i kept sitting down. So nice of sally, for not blaming me at all though she is already so busy with the stock taking.

And i just went to see the doctor only at 7plus. Now i'm feeling much better after taking those medicine lah. Luckily i didnt force myself to work tonight. Or i will faint there already lah. Hahahaha.

Oh, jiejie and me had linked heart. Because for the past few days, i've the urge to eat donuts and today, she brought 6 of them back home (:

HMM, All right. Enough of my sickness. Now, show you guys something interesting. Although i know everyone's blog have been appearing this. Haas.
(Thats my horoscope! Dont know which of them are true)

ARIES - TheDaredevil
Energetic. Adventurous and spontaneous. Confident and enthusiastic. Fun. Loves a challenge. EXTREMELY impatient. Sometimes selfish. Short fuse. (easily angered.) Lively, passionate, and sharp wit. Outgoing. Lose interest quickly - easily bored. Egotistical. Courageous and assertive. Tends to be physical and athletic.



Gotta go now.
BYEpeople.