Back to school today. Nothing special, everything is still almost the same.

But the concert was just too boring already.

Went parkway with the girls.

Had dinner over at pastamania.

Cabbed back home and went to work.

Thats all.

i've got no mood.

And also, very tired.

End here.

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You can never predict anything in life. All of your prediction may just turn out to be the one that you wouldnt expect to hear or to see.
I'm so afraid that it will be our turn soon.

I can't be as strong as the any others out there.
I can't turn back to the normal self with a certain time.
I may get very affected by it.

From what i know, i've seen so many type of similar things happened.
All these have caused me to feel extremely insecure.
Trusting is not only the thing but still people around you may affect your thinking too.
It may not apply to all of you in the world, but most of the girls would.
As, girls are the most sensitive creature in the world.
Nothing can ever stop them thinking, that includes me.

I'm felt sad for them.
And i got so scared wheneven i think of it.
I wouldnt have the courage to think what am i gonna do if i was them.

): i'm not happy.




Well, there is no school for QB on friday. How nice.
Am gonna go back to school that day. I miss my art, my friends, of cause baby too.

Girlfriend will be going too. And all my friends also! Whheeee :D
I'm looking forward to that day lah, i'm able to see all of them in one shot!


Sorry for having so many wordy and sad posts.
Hopefully you guys don't mind reading, though its boring.

All right, thats all.
Time to sleep already.
byebye.

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ohmy, have not been having PE for many many weeks already.
Therefore, i've not been excerising lah and fats are growing.
Okay, for all of you's info. I'm not saying that i'm fat, okay? lols.
So don't starting scolding me. For all that you guys know, too much fats isn't good for health..
Hahaha! So, i need to start doing excerise now.

Running anyone? Or badminton or any other sports also can! lols.

Well, Today was the last lesson for PIE.
I must say, Ms Wong is a really good teacher. I bet the whole of QB would agree with me.
If not, most of the QB students will not be attending her class already. As you can see the difference in the attendance,when you compare Afd lesson and her lesson.
Hahahahahaha. I'm not trying to be mean, but it is the fact (:

All right, during PIE we watched a veryvery nice movie. [Its about basketball (:]
After pie, we had break then bfd and followed by ofa.
During Ofa, we get to know our excel grade and overall grade. I'm so lucky to get a C for overall with my excel is F.
Lols.

End school at around 3plus and went home before leaving for work.



Mabel.
Thanks for saying things that make me feel slightly better. Though, what you've said still couldn't make me feel happy completely. But i really appreciated it, sweety (:
I hope things will go well like before and more years coming up, just like what you've said.
We shall meet up real soon all right. I miss hanging out with liping and you.

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Arh, having the stupid damn flu now and slight cough.
Hope it don't go worst.

Exams are coming real soon.
And i haven't study lah. Afd is enough to drive me crazy already.
Bfd is another thing to stress on.
Arh,damn shit.
):

This few weeks are just not my week.
getting from bad to worst?
Sigh.

Sian.


What if one day, you are gone?

Just hope that you won't lie.
I felt so insecure.


And i dont know what is this entry all about.
I'm like blogging rubbish.

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Don't used to know that actually the world is filled with fake people.
Everyone is wearing a mask. Everyone is behaving differently in different situation.
No one is purely the same in any ways.

Someone who is very close to you or talks to you with all those sweet words may be the one who betray you when they're not with you. This apply to all, female/male.

When they backstabbed you like fuck behind, then he/she tells you that him/her will be there for you in any situation you're in. What a crap. Fake people dont see how fake they are.
I couldn't stand a person telling someone they hate so much this sentence, "i will be there for you (:" Since you hate him/her, why be there? Its a freaking retard sentence to be told.

I'm not trying to say that i've been backstabbed by someone or anything.
I just think in this way and there isn't a point for me to blog why i would think that way either.
Everything that i know or i saw or whatever, is not up to my concern anyway.
So, just be it.

I would just think fake people don't deserve any friends to be with them.
Also, life is meaningless with this kinda people around.


All right, no work and school today. Went for this HIV workshop which my workplace's supervisor asked all of us to go. Its all presentation- very boring.
AuniteMaggi's hubby drove me and christ there and drove us home. Nothing much about this week. Other then working and school, i will be at home. What a life.

Anyway, Liping and mabel. 2years of relationship isn't anything cool la (:

Liping, my relationship will never be as sweet as you and ben la! lols, i bet when both of you's 2ndyear anniversary come, it will be sucha romantic day! Take care and we shall meet up soon
(:

Mabel, you and your boyfriend will have the chance to have this day too (:

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Didn't go to school yesterday. Went sentosa with grandma, sister and the two lil'kids.
We went to watch the dolphins and parrots and underwater world.
And we had dinner at parkway's foodcourt, steamboat.
Will upload those pictures taken the other day.

Today, schoool was rather a short day.
Actually there is PE but maybe teacher have forgotten about QB, lols.
Went home straight after lessons, slept half an hour and went to work.

I was having a very bad headache just now ):
But i'm slightly better now. Gotta go sleep soon after i finish my homework.
There is nothing much to blogggggg le..


imissdarlingalot,forgottenwhenwasthelastcall):

Its the 23rd months today (:
Glad that it still carry on, hopefully it will go on and on.

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Very tired today, didn't have a good sleep yesterday night.
And i've a bad dream, its also a silly one.

All right, don't talk about it.

Anyway, was out to tampines to meet beeer to catch the movie, secret.
After watching, had dinner over at pastamania.

Thats all about today.
Schoool tomorrow again. Its gonna be a very longggggggggggggggg day.
siannnn.

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Hah! I'm back from sister's house.
Woke up very very early this morning. Hmm, its actually 10am.
But for me, its like freaking early can? ):
Anyway, i was out at around 12plus.Met sister at clementi after they have fetched grandma and the 2 lil'cuties.
Then we went for breakfast together over at jurong west.
Back to sister's house after that. Went jurong point awhile and swimming at just opposite their house. Very cool lah, to have a swimming complex just opposite your own house. lol

I was then home after our dinner.
Below was some pictures of them. And they proposely made those poses and asked me to capture them.

MY NEW TEE (:

THE ARE SO ADORABLE RIGHT?!!!!!!!? Lols.

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Juliana tagged me.

Rules of the Game:
1. Each player of this game starts off with 10 weird things or habits or little knownfacts of themselves.
2. People who tagged must type in a blog post of their own ten weird things or Little known facts as well as state this rule clearly.
3. At the end, you must choose six people to be tagged and list their names.
4. No tag backs allowed.

♥ I love PINK, but i dont like my bags to be pink.
♥ I got very irritated when people keep repeating the same thing to me when i already got what they said.
♥ I don't like to be forced
♥ I need to sleep more then 12 hours
♥ I like to listen to others (as in, when they have something to tell me)
♥ I love salmon very much
♥ I hate my stomach
♥ I like shopping but dont like to spend money -.- (very lame right.lol)
♥ I need to on music when i'm home, unless i'm sleeping or watching tv
♥ I'm very very very ZI LIAN(in chinese) =X

1) Emily (simei ite)
2) Mike (lol, dont blame me)
3) Jojo
4) Mabel
5) Liping
6) Eunice

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All right, school was fine today.
Nothing special, nothing fun and released early.
Met darling and back home before going work.

I actually intended to do Juliana's quiz but i can't think of any weird things of myself to write. Lols, so i will do it some other days la?

Grandma is coming tomorrow, together with the 2 lil'cuties.
(:

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School was fine today. Because the guys need to go for the treasure hunt, so the girls in the class got to go and support them.

But i think moral support will be enough la.
So, suvin-juliana and i went bugis after having lunch in school.
The two ladies wanted to get a school bag for themselves.
So, we walked very long for bags but still back to the first shop we went.
And we dont just look at bags, we shopped for clothes too.
Which means, i spent money again. Waaaaaaa,i'm going broke soon.
Lols.

Then we went cold storage, cus suvin wanted to get some ingredients for the PIE project.
Thats where i bought my dinner.

My Dinner (:

Okay, that MIKE tagged me AGAIN!
but i will only do the ones below. I won't tag anyone again.

Answer the following questions :

1. The person who tag you is? MIKELEEYONGXIAN

2. Your relationship with him/her is? One of the best guy friend.

3. Your 5 impressions of him/her? Very childish, Tall, quite tanned?, Nice and caring.

4. The most memorable thing he/she had done for you? Erm, he drew the eiffel tower for my O'level art. (one of my developments)

5. The most memorable words he/she had said to you? I dont know.

6. If he/she becomes your lover, you will? Impossible lah. We're very good friends, he's also like a big brother

7. If he/she becomes your lover, things he/she has to improve on will be? -.- Qn6 explained all.

8. If he/she becomes your enemy, you will? It won't happen lah.

9. If he/she becomes your enemy, the reason will be? WON"T HAPPEN LAH. lols

10.The most desire thing you want to do for him/her now is? Play less pokemon! lols! no lah, stay happy always

11.Your overall impression of him/her is? Very nice guy.

12.How you think people around you will feel about you? Very crazy,noisy,playful and weird? lols

13.The character you love of yourself are? I love everything about myself :D

14.On the contrary, the characters you hate of yourself are? How 'stubborn,naive,childish and unreasonable' i was. Hahaha.

15.The most ideal person you want to be is? Understanding and Mature, maybe.

wa lau

The damn com was damn fucking lousy. Whathell lah.

i'm so busy this week. PIE project was another troublesome one.
I've not done anything reguarding this project yet! And the submission is like, 3more days?
Arh, damnit.

And the damn com was so lack that i can't see my previous post.
Walau eh, super lousy la.
I hope it will appear after i post this entry.

Well, pie lesson for today was kinda fun.
We got to do a activity which called Teambuilding.
And we got to climb over a wall which is very high and i'm scared of cause.
But still i'm able to climb over it. (with the help of the class of cause!) lols
There is still teamwork in class.
So Jj, trust the class please! lols.


Arh, youdontreply anysmses. Mf!

Something Different.

List out your top 5 birthday presents that you wish for:
1) to be a very happy girl, with no worries.
2) last long with darling.
3) Family and close friends to be healthy and happy.
4) Good health for myself and darling.
5) Tour around the world

Answer the following questions :
1. The person who tag you is? MelissaTangShiYing (:

2. Your relationship with him/her is? Friends, ex-classmates.

3. Your 5 impressions of him/her? A very quiet girl.

4. The most memorable thing he/she had done for you? lols, nothing? :X

5. The most memorable words he/she had said to you? Nothing also :X

6. If he/she becomes your lover, you will? Of cause not. We're not lesbians.

7. If he/she becomes your lover, things he/she has to improve on will be? This is so impossible lah, lols.

8. If he/she becomes your enemy, you will? Feel kinda sad.

9. If he/she becomes your enemy, the reason will be? I don't see a reason that we will become enemy (:

10.The most desire thing you want to do for him/her now is? Erm, stay happy.

11.Your overall impression of him/her is? Quiet still.

12.How you think people around you will feel about you? Very crazy,noisy,playful and weird? lols

13.The character you love of yourself are? I love everything about myself :D

14.On the contrary, the characters you hate of yourself are? How 'stubborn,naive,childish and unreasonable' i was. Hahaha.

15.The most ideal person you want to be is? Understanding and Mature, maybe.

16.Pass this quiz to 10 persons.
1. DarlingLim [though i know he won't be doing this]
2. JevonneHuang
3. Sufen-RayTeo
4. JoanTye
5. ElinKwan
6. MabelTan
7. SuvinChew
8. JulianaHiok
9. MikeLee
10. JjChua

Who is no.6 having relationship with? Close friends.

12.Is no.9 a male or female? A male.

13.If no.7 and 10 are together, will it be a good thing? Hahahahaha! MAYBE? :X
14.How about no.8 and 5? No! Thats impossible lah, they're both girls (:

15.What is no.2 studying about? Olevels this year.

16.When was the last time you had a chat with no.3? Few weeks before? Guess so.

17.What kind of music band does no.8 like? Fei Lun Hai. lols, esp Wang Dong Cheng.

18.Does no.1 has any siblings? Yes, a meimei (:

19.Will you woo no.3? LOL! OF CAUSE NOT Lah. She's my jiejie cum daddy

20.How about no.7? lols, she is my darling. Taoyan^^

21.Is no.4 single? SHE"S HAPPILY ATTACHED TO SOMEONE :D

22.What's the surname of no.5? KWAN.

23.What's the hobby of no.4? SINGING and CAM-WHORING, if i'm not wrong.
24.Do no.5 and 9 get along well? They don't know each other that well yet.

25.Where is no.2 studying at? Macpherson Secondary School.

26.Talk something casually about no.1? He's so adorable (:

27.Have you try developing feelings for no.8? Already developed, she's my second darling :D

28.Where does no.9 live at? Ubi, yah, think so. :X [mike,dont scold me ah. lols]

29.What color does no.4 like? Red, i think.

30.Are no.5 and 1 best friends? Haha, no. They don't know each other well.

31.Does no.7 likes no.2? Haha. they are like, strangers lah.

32.How do you get to know no.2? Erm, forgotten. Through someone i think.

33.Does no.1 have any pets? No.

34.Is no.7 the sexiest person in the world? Awww, maybe? :D

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Friday
Met jieije,beeer and corrine after work.
We took bus to the 24hours swensens over at orchard.
Nothing special actually, we just sitting there talking and eating.
And i ate really alot. Anyway, took a cab back to jiejie's house and stayed there.
Pictures for friday is not with me, i will post all up when i got them.

Saturday
Was out with jiejie to suntec to quene for donuts. And we went to look for rosie at her workplace and mama too. Then we went to ding tai feng for dinner before collecting chye long's birthday cake.
After collecting, we went marina square to shop awhile. And we started singing until almost all arrived.
Hah. Nothing fun, no pictures also. As no one will be willing to camwhore with me. Anyway, that birthday cake looks really beautiful but i didn't eat it. Because its a chocolate cake with banana slice. My godness, it just turn me off.

Sunday
I was back home only at 12plus. And i'm so tired that i slept the whole day.
Baby insisted saying that i was a pig. -.-
I'm so tired and i'm having headache lah!
Dark rings are getting darker ):
imisssdarlingmanymany!



I just have pictures of the donuts and our dinner.

Donuts factory.

This is actually chocolate, isn't it beautiful? (:

DingTaiFeng

Arh, school tomorrow and my homework is not done yet. Sian~

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Before the time reaches 12am,

just wanna say it for the last time.

Haha, yah. I know its veryvery damn lame to do this, but i'm just too bored la. Darling hasn't reach home, no one talks to me. And i'm too full to go to bed now. So, i took silly pictures. Hah. Anyway, there is school for me tomorrow. Walau, i miss secondary school. Where we had very fun national day celebrations and also wearing red together and and and, took many many pictures! Plus, having 2days of holidays after the celebration. Unlike now ):

The schooool (: Thats where memories lies, and various of happenings. The most beloved classmates i ever had there. Awwww, i miss 5c so so much. And the many others whom are not from my class! like, girlfriend, some girls & good friend from 5A and some others from other classes.

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Whhhheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.
Happy Birthday Singapore! (:

I'd a great day with bebe and jiejie,jiefu.
Met darling and we went suntec together, had pizza for lunch.
The new cheese fordue(correct spelling?) Veryvery nice (:

After eating, we went over to raffles city to find jiejie and met jiefu outside swissotel.

Watched the veryveryvery nice fireworks. The prettiest ever.
Very sorry that pictures wasn't very well taken ):

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NationalDay Eve today. School was having a so called celebration and no lessons for all of us.
But i think secondary school celebration was much more fun then college east one. Or maybe its because the school has got too many students already. lol

Anyway, juliana and i left at around 10plus. We didn't go for the presentation.
Met beeer and friends and we went to Tm.
And i spent money today -.-

Hah. Nothing much to blog also, tomorrow is holidayyyyyyy.
No work, No school. Aww man.
And i really hope, my cramps will let me of tomorrow! Please ):

Pictures taken one tuesday, 31july2007 (:

She refuse to look at me. Damn girl.

Mango cake! :D

The girls (:

Those giants. lol

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We will never know how fortunate ourselves is until you see somethings or someone who is worst then yourself.
Seeing and hearing so much from others. I felt more and more insecure.
I dont understand why people tends to make their loves one sad when they actually wanted each other to be happy. Don't you find it a waste? i hope they could get back together. He's once my very good friend.
Seeing just one of the many, i had already felt very sad on it.

I've always thought i was the worst compared to others. But i'm not, what i been through is not even one quarter to be compared to theirs. Mine was just so minor. Hopefully all of them would recover fast, i will be very willing to listen to all of you.


Still i hope baby and me would just get better.
And my attitude could be better towards him.
):

I don't even know what am i writing either. If any of you don't understand. Skip this post then.

Aiya.
Sunday is always a very boring day.
There isn't any nice show on tv, plus no event for me. Work doesn't even look for me during sunday lah. And baby is sleeping i guessed.
Sian. Who could make my day better.
Oh,damnit.

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All right, i just flooded my blog with those late-updated-pictures.
And i changed my blog song to girlfriend remix. Very nice, i think.

Today is a very tiring day, as i woke up very early ):
Went over to darling's house. Did a lil' of my homework there.
And i ended up sleeping when darling is watching tv -.-

Back to chuplao for dinner and headed homeeee.
I'm still very very tired now.


today is a bad day. Bu kai xing

Pictures after Roleplay (:

winnie*
Ivey

ahting.

Saturday! Beeer's bday celebration

There is one more on tuesday which is her real bday.

But i havent gotta the pictures yet.

Beeeeeer

ahping,elynn,me and candy!

AJISEN

baby

TOILET WITH THE GIRLSSSSSSSSSS

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Woolala. School ends freaking early today! :D
I was late for afd lessson. And Bfd lesson was playing some crap games with mskoh. lols, and it ended after half an hour (around there?)

Then, met up beeer and her classmates. Had lunch at food haven.
I didn't finish up my food as stupid really stupid happened. lolol.
And we headed to bugis after that, as they are buying present for jeslyn and royston? Yah.Took bus home with beeer after that. Got myself changed after i reached home and went to work.
(Juliana, we shall go and have BanMian on wednesday okay? :) Since we're dismissing early too.)

End of the month is hereeeee :) and it shall be time for shoppppppinggggg.
Wheeee (:

Next week is gonna be wonderful lah. Awwwwww!!
We doesn't need to attend school on Monday and Thursday! :D
Plus wednesday is HALF DAY! hahaha.
Two days of school and ONE PERIOD OF AFD! Aww man.
Its like finally, there is one week we don't have to study so much of afd,you see?
And its time for my brain to have some rest, or i will got more and more messed up by the control accounts. =S



I've not been meeting darling. (he doesnt want to meet up either?)
i miss him so much ):




BYEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE. I will post up pictures tomorrow.

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Finally, the last roleplay is over!
OVEROVEROVER (:

took quite a number of pictures today also.
Shall post it together with the others.

Bedtime now.
Bye.

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Will the same things apply on us?
):


School days sucks big time.
Its never easy to get a good cert.
Sigh.

I'm very tired.