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This is th first day of cny. There somemore pictures for this day, but havent receive them yet.
This is on the third day of cny. No pictures is taken on the second day.

My pretty princess, lol. My bestie (:

The lil'girl is kalister. She is very adorable (:

And last, this is the fourth day of cny.

Haha! SHOES. Yetpheng and i wore the same colour!

There isnt a lot of pictures taken. I will try to post more pictures next time.

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Alright, let me do some back track.
Since i havent blog about what happened during new year.
But, no pictures currently.

Anyway, starting from 除夕，初一，初二，初三 and 初四。

除夕：
This day was really a torture for me. As you know usually this day there will be some nice shows or movie on tv.
So i wont want to miss it, but still i'm not able to finish watching them.
I woke up at 7am that day, and i prepared myself to wait for all of them to be awake.
Cause we're having breakfast with my 表舅 before i'm off to work.
Yah, work at Msk. I bet all of you will be wondering why i work that day. Haha
Because its saturday la! Thats why.
Then after breakfast, my 表舅 drive me to work.
But anyway, though working on 除夕 is abit sian, i still enjoy working that day.
We had fun. Nothing much but just fun, so so fun.
The big ones arent there, and most of the fun girls are there!
Yah. And i reached home at 6pm. Had dinner at 7pm.
After dinner, my tv time! But i fell asleep at 12am, and my show hasn't end ):

初一：
Yay! The first day of new year. Woke up at 12plus, had my breakfast and prepared.
And took the train to jiejie's place, to 拜年 of cause (: Together with my brother.
After not long, for like few hours? Brother left the place to meet his friends for billard.
So, i followed my sister and brother-in-law to their relatives house.
Yup, because i know all of them already. Haha
Nothing much over there either. Had dinner, play cards for awhile and tv-ing.
Reached home at 11plus, bathe and off to bed.

初二：
This day was really fun. I forgotten what time i woke up.
But my uncle came to our place in the noon. Jiejie and jiefu came in the morning for breakfast.
After they go for about hours, they came back again. And jiejie, my cousin and i went to relative's place.
After we are back from their place, stayed at home till 6plus.
Then went to meet my friends, and darling.
All of them are coming to my place and we played cards at jianwen's place.
At around 10plus, we're out to Liping's chalet.
They had mahjong session there. (I will never play with them again, i rather play cards. lol)
Reached home at 1plus and slept at 2am.

初三：
Went to bestie house to 拜年。After that she came to my place, before we went for breakfast.
After our breakfast, jiejie and jiefu came to drive us over to ahBen's place.
Of cause, we're there to eat, play cards and play with girlgirl (: She is very adorable!
Stayed there for the whole day and reached home at 12am

初四：
Went over to sufen's place. And i was late. Junxian,xiangming,melissa and yetpheng all reached!
-.- But i still cabbed over okay! haha. Had lunch at her place and off we went to yetpheng's place next!
We play cards there and also get to drink very nice soup by her mum!
Last we went to junxian's place. For this day, i reached home early! :D at 9plus.

Then, 初五 i started working.
And back to life at Msk. Without the fun ones, i can die there. lol

Seriously, new year is more tiring then i went to work.
Sleep so late and got to wake up so early! But i can't deny that the four days i'm enjoying (:
Alright, so now just wait for my pictures to be up.


Back to today, actually i have to meet sufen at 1pm to go xiangming's place together.
For steamboat, but last minute i told her i'm not going. =X
I hope they doesn't get angry.
And i woke up at 1plus today, met up bestie and ruifen for lunch before they went out.
Now, i've got nothing to do.
SIIIANN.

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Finally its sunday! (: Since i started to work, i love sunday so much.
Haha! Its all because, i dont have to work next day.
Alright, i know its very lame.

Anyway, everyday i'll be passing by hougang mall.
And right beside hougang mall, there is a very huge funfair.
UncleRingo funfair. It looks super fun to me.
Though i'm afraid of heights, but i still have the urge to play all the games there.
For what i've seen in mabel's blog, its very very expensive.
So, i can forget about playing it.
Because, after tuesday i will be broke.
BROKE BROKE BROKE BROKE BROKE..

haha.

Its another boring day at Msk again.
So, there is nothing more to write about it.
hah

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Its another boring day at Msk today.
Nothing fun. Work is getting more and more boring to me.
No longer as interesting as before. Without customers, i'm like more free and more bored.
-.- Plus everyone is like so busy doing paper work and i'm the only one who can walk around so freely unless there is customers.
But these few days, there isn't much people going shopping.
And i'm actually looking out for things to do, so to make myself busy and time will move faster that way. Haha.

Anyway, my bestie came to my workplace and meet me just now.
Yup. She is being so nice that she actually brought me fishballs. Lols
Then after i knock off, we went walking around and she met her friend to take something.
And last, we took bus home to my place for supper.

By the way, while we're in the bus. We saw a couple who is overly romantic.
Yah, to be nice to say it that way. But if i got to say it in another way, i shall say its too much.
Haha. They're like couldnt bare to leave each other, so they got to hug each other every minute.
Yup. Its really every minute. But anyway, its their life so we couldnt be bothered also. We just laughed and laughed when ever we saw what they were doing. Haha! And they actually did quite alot of funny action that caught our attention. So omg and yet funny, what a show.

Lastly, i havent got the time to blog about what happened on new year. Like where i went and stuff. And pictures too! I'll blog about it real soon okay! When i've the time and also after getting some of the pictures. Not alot of pics but still there is some. Hahaha.

i didnt meet darling for like, a few days already.
Arh. i'm missing him badly.
I miss his voice and his smell.
Its the 17th months today (:

Alright, gotta go to bed now.
Take care peeps (:

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就因为做事没有交代所以常常都会搞得彼此都不开心。
I hate this, sigh.
Today is really a bad day for me.

Work was bad.
Staying at home was bad.
Staying outside was even worst.
Sigh, i miss darling.
We're so near yet so far
:(

Anyway, i hate her for asking so much.
I hate the way she speak. I hate it so much when she make me feel that she is showing off herself. She is proud to me.
She gave me a feeling that she loves money so much.
I don't like her. I don't feel like answering to all her questions or even talk to her.
Alamak. I know i'm bad. But i just couldn't stand her.
I dont even know why.

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我不会很喜欢今年的这个季节。遇到了许多令我哑口无言的问题。
可是，这当中也有一些让我快了不少的事情。我喜欢那天晚上，喜欢有你和他们的存在与陪伴。
在这一年以来，他在我生命里早已不纯在了，你才是我想要的。
可是，我却倒了最近才真增的痛恨他。不过到头来，这发生的也不会太晚。
他是我过去的痛苦，我希望你会是我未来的幸福。
有了你，我不再需要别的愿望。

可是，我们还没一起克服我们自己所有的障碍


Alright, Cny's pictures and all i will blog it again next time
Not so soon.
(:

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Actually i dont know what to blog.

This is week was rather busy for me. I'm busy going shopping.
Get myself many many clothes and also help darling to get this.
Yah. For my 3 off days, i've been doing my last minute shopping.
And starting on the thursday, i've to work.
Till tomorrow, the new year eve, i still got to go.
Oh damn. I'm really really tired, plus for some personal reason, i'm more tired!
alamak.

And i'm having moodswing recently, fuck.
With this moodswing, i got pek cek easily.
kao.

Today is a very tiring day, so many customers, so many people.
But sales isnt as many as it have to be.
Serve like mad, but nothing get in return.
Even if there is, just a little.

i dislike busy life, i miss my friends.
i miss you.
):

Anyway, happy chinese new year to all my friends!
(: Best wishes to all of you!



Arh, i havent been watching movie for so long already.
i want to watch nobit.


i've some pictures to post.
Post it next time when i'm free (:

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For the whole of last week till today.
Nothing good have happen, everything seems wrong.
Or maybe i'm just being too paranoid.
oh whatever.

Anyway, i'm getting more and more confused in certain things.
And i got very irritated by this.
Well, i still got to face that.
whathell.
Furthermore, recently(just few days ago) i had a really bad dream.
Its very scary indeed. I dont know why would i dreamt of something like this.
=S

Alright, back to today. I was out to get something.
After i got it, i headed home. And i was like out for many hours.
i'm tired after walking.
And i think i should be going for diet already.
Don't scold me for that, because mummy and jiejie said i'm getting fatter.
But i'm not putting on weight. Its the fats that caused it.
Damn fats.

Is there anything helps to burn fats? lol.

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disappointment.
i'm sorry to whoever that have confidence in me
sorry darling, my family and friends
i'm sorry
):


its the worst ever
i dont feel good.



hopefully all my friends are better now.
Esp, beeer.

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see the picture above? Haha. I bought this belt today :D
isn't it cute? xP

Alright, anyway i met my sister today to go shopping together.
But actually, she is just there accompany me and give me some comments.
Yup. So we went FarEast. And damn, its pretty difficult to get something i like there.
But still, i manage got something in the end. Like the belt (:

I still bought a Jeans which i think its nice, but not my sister.
She thinks i dont look good in jeans.
Lols,but mummy,daddy, brother-in-law and uncle said its nice.
And i repeated myself by asking my sister many times if its nice on me. Haha.
In the end, she repeated, nicenicenicenice nice la! very loudly.
Hahahhaha, its very "mian qiang" la.. lols
So after all, it isnt a waste to get the jeans.
Jie fu came to meet us later on.
After he met us. We went to blossom, and i got myself a top and a short there (:
Plus something good, that is.. i don't have to pay for that! haha.
how nice. My nice and handsome jiefu paid it. Wahahhahahha.

After that, we went to carpark to get jiefu's car and he drove us to paragon.
So me and jiejie went to ding tai fung and bought "xiao long bao,plus dou sa xiao long bao" home for us and whoever is home.
Haha, yah.

Thats all for today (:
Mummy cooked nice dishes today too!

But something sad was, darling is sick.
i hope he's fine soon. I hate to see him suffer
):

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Sigh, actually without blogging i dont feel any better also.
So, i don't see the point for myself to stop blogging.
Yah. And i can't stop myself to blog.

Hah, anyway i've got nothing to blog the previous days.
Furthermore, i wasn't in a very good mood either.
So,yeah.
I was having off day today, so was sleeping and slacking for the day.
And i realised staying at home without any shows or vcds with me, i can die.
Haha.. so, i'm starting to love working now (:
Over at my workplace, i've met some new friends though they all older then me.
But nevermind, i do treat them like big sisters and brothers.
They give good advices.
Especially the girls, their words made me feel how insensible i am and also how fortunate i actually am.
Actually, i shouldn't be so picky and saying this and that isn't good enough or something.
I should feel content that i've family members who dote me so much.
And not forgetting a boyfriend who gives in instead of scolding me. Or even quarel with me.
Staying at home today made me thought of many things.
After thinking, i felt myself so foolish to be thinking so much and also giving darling so many troubles. Also kept making him answer those stupid and silly questions.

But wanting to know the answer is to make myself feel secure. Thats what i used to think. For now, i felt that by doing that, i'm not trusting him. Which is something bad. Even if i ever met someone who is so bad that make me feel insecure in love. I can't feel the same towards darling. He ever said he won't. And he is different. So i would feel that behaving that way and thinking so much is just so stupid. As, there isn't a need to actually. And couldnt and shouldnt be comparing darling with another people.
To love someone, we got to believe them. I shouldn't have said all that and behave so weird towards him. But jealousy will never fails to occur. Everyone will happens to jealous about something. Thats for sure. So, jealous isnt something wrong. But having silly thoughts and making your own boyfriend to answer such silly questions is definitely wrong. And a girlfriend/boyfriend is someone who will be there to listen to all your sorrows or happiness.
So, i'm sorry darling. Very very sorry. And i will definitely be there for you always. Including, trusting you (:

I really hope things will turn out well for us. And not like such situation which just happened.


Haha. I felt really better now.
But i really miss darling so badly.
i havent been hearing his voice or meeting him for so long already.
): he is busy, and so do i.
Damn.

And i wonder, how am i gonna face my teachers and friends on friday?
How should i react if i fail, what should i do?
Arh, i'm having headache with this comes to my mind.
Its monday today, and friday will be few days after. Thats so bad
My heart will definitely be beating faster than any other days.
lols.

Just hope the god will bless me and make everything turn out well.
Like me and darling, results, me and friends plus family and i !!
hah.

Alright, if anyone happens to see this when i reopen my blog.
You're lucky. Hahas. Anyway, if any of you see it, i'm fine.
Not sad or depress or whatever.
I'm just fine and the same.

I will want to bring back the soonyan i used to be.
The fun and cheerful one. The one who will never bring sadness to darling but happiness.
And the one who smile everyday.


but anyway,i do hope darling will have some respond after reading this? hmmmm, i wonder.


(: