dream, her hatred .

Sunday, July 12, 2009

Envious.

So whats the point of getting so much of these thoughts now.

For all that we know, it was gone for long. Nothing could ever mend it back like how it was years ago.

I thought it would just be placed in the lil'heart for display and as one memory, just like an musemum. I then found out it was wrong after so many months. A broken glass will always left with so much lining even after so much time you spent to make it stand again.

To not letting it go doesn't mean i was immature.

In fact, to realise what was the situation now makes me feel like a big girl.

Song does go with big girls don't cry, but in reality even a old lady would tear like there's not tomorrow. Nothing is controllable, and nothing could be predictable.

The only thing that people will say after realising how you felt will be "stupid, dumb, naive and etc" Because they think that they could make it, why cant you? Because they didnt even try to put themselves into your situation and think. People always assume that they understand when they don't at all. And everyone tends to use something new and hates to get rid of the past. That's not what i wanted.

No matter whats out of the mouth, in the end it still comes back to the starting point.

What was all the planning for use?
It ended so ugly, always.

I wished i could put in all the hates and begins on something different. But i just can't.

This is love, once. With this, everything is worst than friends.

Label: You don't understand, you really don't.

skyrah;eternal life,strength,love & beauty.

WTF?

Just, why can't we?
Why do i feel ache to see you unhappy.

All those given projects just suck.

Damn. Fuck it mama.

skyrah;eternal life,strength,love & beauty.

Thursday, July 9, 2009

weak ass.

i don't want to say, don't want to tell.

i just looked down on myself.

Life is like a bitch.

Accumulated school works, quizes, projects and upcoming exams are so fucked up.

I needa longer time to adapt with all these shits.

I need you fucking badly which was totally wrong.

And i think i'd a fucked up attitude.

I've tried and i'd failed.
i couldnt believe that my tear are falling again these days.

Label: 我真的办不到。

skyrah;eternal life,strength,love & beauty.

Tuesday, July 7, 2009

it's bitten behind all the sweets!

Hey yo! i'm back after a long day! Lesson was great today, cause we started later :DDD
Went orchard with the girls after school && we'd wanton mee! Window shopped and yoyoyo later on. Ha, that trainer was from korea, handsome leh! :D

Anyway, i'm so tired today.

I needa really catch up some sleeps for better complexion! My skin is getting more and more serious. Pimples were all popping out like nobody's business, and i'd a bigbig one on my cheek. OHMYGOD!
I'm so sad now, so so so sad! :(

Whats more? Ha, soonyan had a haircut today! :DDDD
Yea, pretty short to me. But not really obvious unless you're observant enough.

Ha, and one day if i have the courage, i will cut it short.

IMAO!
okay, just take it as i was just kidding!

Ha, Goodnight and Bye for now!

skyrah;eternal life,strength,love & beauty.